Brother Version

 

“And Harvard’s left wing, number thirty-three, Nosedive Featherburn blazes down the ice—”

From the net, the goalie watched through narrowed eyes the blonde teen, dressed in a maroon and white jersey, cross his left leg over his right and zip down the middle of the street. In his ears echoed the boy's flamboyant narration.

“—He crosses the blue line—”

Under the teen's feet blurred the white lines that signaled the upcoming stop sign.

“—He’s all alone! The Yale defense will never catch him! It’s just he and the goalie!”

The teen lifted his head and met the goalie's ice-hard glare, looking determined and unrelenting. Narrowing his eyes, just like the goalie, flicking the puck from the left side of his stick to the right, the blonde zoomed toward the holed and faded net that barely hung onto the rusting crossbar. His eyes scrutinized the positioning, equipment, and almost absurd mock-serious look upon the goalie’s face. Then, with a smirk, Nosedive brought his arm back.

Stick flat on the blacktop, legs perfectly positioned in butterfly style, the goalie left the five-hole wide open.

Or, so he wanted the boy to think...

 For the love of Patrick—

“WAH!” The teen let the puck rip, his scream echoing in the air—

—The goalie drew his leg pads close, squeezing them together as the puck neared—

—But not nearly fast enough.

“OH!” The teen leapt on his rollerblades three feet into the air at the sight of the puck in the back of the net. “You might not want to opt for free agency, Kariya! Uh-huh, who’s the man?”

Wildwing Featherburn haggardly gathered himself on his knees and pushed to his feet. Tearing off his mask, the white duck, at least fifteen years older than his partying counterpart, stared at the puck in the net. It couldn’t have gone in…unless…A smug smile tugged onto his face.

The kid was getting good.

Nosedive fluttered about the net on his skates, singing and dancing to what seemed like “Glory Days.” Wildwing’s sharp blue eyes softened as he smiled at the teen and his own eyes returned the gaze.

            “No way that was legal, you know.”

            “What!” Nosedive shouted incredulously. His face immediately twisted into an incensed expression. “Are you kidding? What game were you watching?”

            “Your right wing crossed the blue line way before the puck. Off-sides. Doesn’t count. Sorry.”

            “Hold the puck, big bro.” Rotating on his skates, the teen swept a hand over the empty street. “Okay, I got the puck from the left defense behind the net, took it up the middle ice, where I passed both my team’s center and right wing, then crossed the blue line, therefore eliminating the possibility of off-sides.”

            Wildwing sighed and shook his head. “Wrong again, kiddo. You got the puck from the right defense, who was by the left side of the net, at which time, you zoomed up the right side of the ice, while your right wing crossed over the blue line on the left side.”

            “No! That’s impossible!”

The teen studied the street for the moment as a sprinkler from the lawn to the left of them sprtiz a few drips of water over their heads, though both ignored the brief shower. The trees swayed from just beyond the sidewalks of the suburban setting, while down the road a little girl rode her bike.

Rubbing his chin, Nosedive finally elbowed the older man in the stomach. “Ah ha! I’m the left wing! Why would I get the puck on the right side and go up the right side of the ice? That makes no sense whatsoever! Not to mention, my right wing would be screaming at me to get off his side, which makes you completely and totally full of—”

            “What your language.”

            “I was going to say, 'Oscar Mayer,’ but if you want to adlib your own word, be my guest.”

            *BEEP!*

*BEEP!*

*BEEEEEEP!*

            The two swiveled on their skates, and Nosedive gasped loudly at the sight of a car screeching toward them. Frozen, beak agape and eyes huge, the teen was completely unhinged. Wildwing vaulted from his position a few feet from the net and wrapped an arm around the boy's waist, slamming Nosedive to the ground. His other arm encircled the teen's chest, so his body safeguarded his brother’s as they rolled just out of the path of the oncoming car. Scrapping to a halt by the side of the road, Wildwing lifted his head and gave it a quick shake to rid himself of the falling-off-the-edge-of-the-world feeling. Underneath him shifted his brother, groaning and wiggling in pain...and under the weight and in the tight grip of his older sibling.

"You all right, kiddo?" Wildwing asked, lightly touching his brother’s head and tilting up his beak so their eyes met. "You're not dead or anything because that would not look good on my parenting record."

Nosedive hissed in pain, causing Wildwing to immediately release him. "Not for nothing, Wing, but lose a little poundage there, huh?”

"Wildwing, you and Dive all right, Sugar?" A hoarse, female voice interjected, echoing from a short distance.

Wildwing rolled his eyes toward the curly-haired, elder female standing on the porch a house down.  He waved to her with a grimacing smile. "Nothing broken, cracked, fried, or seared, Babette, but the day is young!”

"Hey, next time, honey," she added quickly in her gruff voice, "make sure to teach your brother to stay out of the street, all right? It’s dangerous playing in the middle like that."

Nosedive shifted again and let out a deep breath, redirecting Wildwing’s attention toward the car. “You know, I think he just killed our players.”

            “Net stuck underneath his bumper. Probably lots of damage to his radiator.”

            “He’s going to blame us, isn’t he?”

“Well, we can’t play hockey with only two players, anyway…so…”

            At that, the car door opened, and a man in a three-piece suit stepped out of the Mercedes. He eyed Wildwing, still shielding Nosedive on the ground, then the net jammed under the front of his car. As the man opened his mouth, his face scrunching in a perturbed manner, Wildwing rolled off his brother and hauled the younger duck to his feet.

            "So, Wild,” Nosedive laughed, “game cancelled, huh?"

            Grabbing his brother by the collar of his shirt, Wildwing pushed Nosedive toward the white house behind them.

“RUN!”

"Featherburn Boys"

Where you lead, I will follow, anywhere that you tell me to. If you need, if you need me to be with you, I will follow where you lead.

            Nosedive finished his last geometry problem, slammed shut his textbook, and quickly reached inside his backpack, switching it for another book. Flipping through his notebook, he curled the front cover to the back for a fresh sheet of paper and ripped open his history book to the questions he had for homework.

            He idly noticed the person to his left, a girl painting her fingernails, turn to the redhead in front of him. “Slambook?”

Another student, cladded in varsity gear, whispered, “Love note?”

In front of him, the red-haired girl peeked over her shoulder and stared at his paper. “Homework,” she murmured incredulously. “He’s doing homework!”

            Well, he was trying to at least. The only problem was he couldn’t get that darn song out of his head.

            I wish that I had Jesse’s girl…

!!!

"I hate the off season," Wildwing sighed, walking behind the front desk. He plopped his binder down next to a dark-feathered duck and loosened his tie from around his neck. "Five rooms empty, and worse is that it’s so quiet that I have an Eighties’ song stuck in my head!”

Duke L’Orange, dressed in a sharply pressed suit, turned his glare from the computer screen to the manager. “Which one?”

Jesse’s Girl. It’s reminds me of Canard’s nephew, Jess.”

“What? You fantasize about Canard’s nephew?”

“No, but thanks for getting that vision in my head,” Wildwing scowled, getting up from the seat and checking the phone to make sure it was working.  “I’d just rather have U2 or at least Bon Jovi stuck in my head.”

“So much leather. Mullets.” Duke nodded knowingly. “Those were the days.”

“Thank you, Archie Bunker,” Wildwing smirked and pushed open the swinging door to the kitchen.

"Oh, by the way," Duke called facetiously, "the mail arrived earlier."

The door swung back open, and Wildwing stormed out with a hard look upon his face. "I told you I wanted to be informed the minute it arrived."

"There were no carrier pigeons available when Kirk came."

Striding up the desk, Wildwing put his palm out. "Hand it over."

"Now, is that any way to talk to your employees?" Duke reached under the desk, pulling out a batch of envelopes.

Wildwing glowered at Duke. "Don’t make me hire a new concierge."

"You'll have to do better than idle threats."

"Give me the mail or else I'll go all Dog-the-Bounty-Hunter on you."

"Wear leather often, huh?"

"Only when I’m hunting outlaws, renegades, and crazed concierges." Wildwing snatched the envelopes from Duke's hands and riffled through them quickly. He stopped short at a particular letter, though no bigger or smaller than the others. His eyes widened considerably.  His heart skipped a beat.

“It’s here…”

“That’s it?” Duke inquired skeptically. “That’s what you’ve been waiting a month to receive? A simple letter?”

“This is no simple letter, my friend,” Wildwing admonished, walking backwards toward the kitchen. “This is the Lost Ark, the ala mode on the cake. This is the Wal-Mart of letters, Duke.”

“Ah. You got Nosedive’s Chilton acceptance letter, I take it.”

“Right here,” Wildwing breathed in awe as he held the letter up to the light and studied its contents. “For my little brother’s dreams to be honored and full-filled…”

“Or to be crushed like a suspected warlock in Salem.”

“SHH!” He covered the letter with his jacket and eyed Duke bitterly. “It can hear you.” Pushing the door open with his butt, Wildwing entered the kitchen. “Sookie!”

A myriad of kitchen aides and chefs hustled and bustled about the area, chopping vegetables on the island, baking in the oven at the far right corner, and sautéing something that Wildwing didn’t even know what. It smelled like a mixture of macaroni and cheese and guacamole. He made a bee-line toward the stove, his nose-holes leading him blindly—

—when a hand caught his elbow by the refrigerator. A heavy-set woman with her hair tied in a bandana peeked out from behind the door. 

"What? Are we out of coffee again?” Sookie St. James asked as she dropped a hunk of carrots on the kitchen table and wiped her hands with a rag. “I’m telling you, Wildwing. I know that it might seem like it, but no coffee is not the Apocalypse.”

Wildwing simply held up the letter in front of her face.

Wide-eyed, she gasped. “It’s here?” She seized it and surveyed it.

“It’s here,” Wildwing confirmed.

“So…wow, it’s here,” She emphasized, downcast.

“I think we established that,” Wildwing commented coolly, then grabbed the letter back.

Sookie nodded indecisively, then cringed. “Would it be wrong to…

“Maybe if I suggested it, since I am his older brother, but if you did…”

“Wildwing, do you think we should open it?” Sookie said concernedly, her voice full of mirth. “What happens if he didn’t get in? I think we should be the ones to tell him, not those Legal Blonde admission officers who only admit blondes in bikinis.”

“Dive’s blonde,” Wildwing pointed out.

“But doesn’t look that great in bikini.”

 “Good point. So, it would be much easier coming from me if he didn’t get in, right? So, really, I’m a good brother by doing this,” Wildwing replied instantly.

“I think we have sufficiently rationalized it. Yes.”

“Good enough for me.” Wildwing took the knife Sookie handed him and used it as an envelope opener, slicing through the paper swiftly. He snatched the letter from the envelope and unfolded it with vigor. His hands shaking, he didn’t glance up as his eyes darted back and forth on the page.

“Is it one of those ‘little envelopes’ good or ‘little envelopes’ bad?”

Wildwing’s eyes glistened as he raised them from the paper. “One of those little envelopes to frame!”

“He’s in?”

“He’s in!” Wildwing repeated, latching onto Sookie and jumping up and down. Their euphoric laughter echoed throughout the kitchen. The crew stopped in their tracks and observed the frenetic friends with bewilderment. Why were they so happy?

Sookie released her boss and smiled. “Coffee?”

“To hell with coffee!” Wildwing dismissed. “Get a beer! Get Dive a beer!”

“Huh. I wonder if Harry Potter started his private school adventure the same way.”

As Sookie clipped off the top of a Budweiser and handed it to Wildwing, Duke  slipped through the swinging door. “Oh, drinking on the job? What are we, the Bush Administration?”

Wildwing peered over his shoulder and glared at Duke. “I’m sorry. Monster.com called. They said your resumé needed to be posted again.”

“I posted it yesterday to get away from my eccentric boss.”

“How’s that coming?” Wildwing picked up Duke’s empty hand. “I don’t see a letter of resignation. Was it typed by the Invisible Man?”

Duke accepted a bottle from Sookie. “So, to what are we toasting? World Peace?”

“To Dive, “ Sookie boasted, waving the letter in the air. “He got into Chilton!”

“Ah. The fall-out of teenage pregnancy.”

Wildwing glowered at the concierge, then clicked his bottle with Duke’s. “Works for me. God bless my little fluke and no one else.”

“Amen,” Sookie giggled, and the three swigged their beers.

“Oh!” Duke put down his glass and thumbed over his shoulder. “Fearless manager, there’s an irate business man who has a Donald Trump complex at the front desk. He says he made a reservation, but I can’t find it.”

“The job of manager is never done,” Wildwing commented as he tightened his tie and handed his bottle to Sookie. Walking back into the main room, he froze at the sight of the man standing at the reservation desk. Dressed completely in a three-piece suit, his face still red from shouting, the man looked oddly familiar.

It clicked almost audibly, and Wildwing glanced out the front window. Sure enough, parked in the first space was a dented Mercedes.

“Sorry,” Wildwing said as he walked about the desk and grinned professionally at the man, “we’re all booked up.”

!!!

Staring at the coffee stagnating in his cup, Wildwing swished it around, then brought it up to his nose. After a tentative inhale, his fears were affirmed. Conspiratorially, he looked left, then right. The owner of the establishment was in the kitchen, leaving the coffee pot open for the taking. Getting up on his stool, Wildwing strategically placed one knee on the counter and reached over the small walkway in between the counter and the wall. Grasping the black-handled pot on the heater, he leapt at the sudden interruption and almost dropped the pot.

            “What do you think you’re doing?”

            Wildwing didn’t move. “I’m sitting safely in my seat, drinking my freshly brewed caffeinated coffee.” Creeping backwards, he once more plopped onto his stool. He pushed his filled cup down the countertop to the tan mallard standing a few feet away and pored the coffee into his new empty cup.

            Taking a sip, he savored the flavor. “See?”

            Canard Bronzeplume shook his head, his backwards blue baseball cap mimicking his disapproval. “This side of the counter is for the owner and employees only, Wildwing.”

            “Employees? Plural? You only have Caesar,” Wildwing felt compelled to point out.

            “You know what I meant,” his best friend vexed. “You cannot walk, amble, dance, or frolic on this side of the counter.” Canard motioned with his hands where he stood.

            “I rarely frolic, and I wasn’t doing any of those. I was leaning. There is a difference.”

            The bell hanging on the door to the diner dangled, and Wildwing whirled on his stool. An instinctive smile enveloped his beak as a particular blonde teenager bustled into the corner diner.

“Hey Wing!” Nosedive greeted as he plopped on the stool next to his brother. He looked briefly to the owner and spurted, “Hey Canard!” before once more focusing on the white drake. His voice bubbled with excitement. “You will never guess—” His voice faded to silence as his mind processed the exasperated look on Canard’s face and the crossed arms. “What did you do? I was only a minute late!” Nosedive accused, pointing a finger at his brother.

“He gave me decaf! Decaf!” Wildwing directed blame.

 “Shoot me for trying to get you healthy,” Canard offhanded, then pulled out his notebook. “So, what can I get you guys?”

Nosedive looked to his older brother. “What’s today?”

“Tuesday.”

“Oh, then our Tuesday usual,” he proclaimed with a gleeful smile.

Canard tipped his pencil at Nosedive and scolded Wildwing, “See? This is what happens when you don’t nourish your charge.”

“What are you talking about? He asked for our Tuesday usual,” Wildwing objected.

“You don’t have a Tuesday usual. Remember? You have a Monday usual, a Wednesday usual, even a Saturday every-other-week-usual, but Tuesday is the day—”

“Without usuals,” Wildwing and Nosedive finished in unison.

“Oh, that’s right. Then, a burger,” the teen returned.

“But didn’t you get a burger last Tuesday?” Wildwing posed. “Then, the burger would be like a usual, and you can’t have that.”

“You want a dead cow, too, or no?” Canard seethed at the older Featherburn.

Wildwing shrugged. “Is there mad cow in it? I really would like to catch that before the Avian flu. ”

Canard sighed exasperatingly. “Dead cow it is!”

Shaking his head, the diner owner took off toward the kitchen.

 Watching his retreating back, Nosedive dropped his book bag to the floor and thumbed, “Is he okay? He seems more angry than usual.”

“I leaned,” Wildwing admitted sheepishly.

“Aw, big bro, you know how he hates that.”

Wildwing shrugged. “It’s his fault, anyway. So, you were saying something about something…”

Nosedive blinked, then pondered with a scrunched face, “About what?”

Something.”

            Taking his big brother’s cup of coffee and sipping, Nosedive shrugged noncommittally. “I forget.”

            “Well, if you don’t have anything…” Wildwing opened his jacket and handed Nosedive an envelope. “It came.”

            “It?” Nosedive echoed, riveted. “As in it it?”

            “Unless there’s another it.”

            Nosedive flipped the envelope over and slumped. “WILDWING! It’s been opened!”

            “No, it hasn’t,” Wildwing defended indignantly.

            Sending his brother his usual mock-angered glare, Nosedive spat, “Then what’s with the tape?”

            “Uh…It came that way.”

            Right,” Nosedive threw the envelope on the counter and refused to relinquish his brother’s life force when Wildwing beckoned for it with his hand. “So, am I in?”

            “Aren’t you going to open it?” Wildwing inquired.

            “Why?” Nosedive shifted on his stool. “You know. Just tell me.”

            “Come on. Where’s the fun in that?”

            “It’s better from bro than a stupid letter anyway. So,” Nosedive asked earnestly, “am I in?”

            A contented smile furled onto Wildwing’s beak. “Yeah, kiddo. You’re in!”

            “How?” Nosedive blinked, though a tiny smirk etched itself onto the corner of his beak.

            “Your 4.0 might have something to do with it,” Wildwing supplied.

Nosedive looked suspiciously at his brother, asking pointedly, “You didn’t sleep with the principal, did you?”

            “What? NO! Kiddo, that was just a joke. I don’t swing that way, hence your almost niece or nephew.”

            “Oh.” Nosedive blinked again, unhinged, then vaulted into his brother’s arms. “Thank you!” He exclaimed. Thankyouthankyouthankyou!

            “Why are you thanking me?” Wildwing smiled fondly, trailing his fingers through his brother’s hair. “You’re the one who did it.”

            “Yeah, but you’re paying for it.”

            Wildwing froze. Oh, Stars

            Nosedive shot up and grabbed the letter off the counter. “Can I go tell Lane?”

            “Uh, why don’t you leave it here?” Wildwing disputed, taking it from his brother’s hands. “I was thinking of framing it.”

            Nosedive sent his brother a sideways glance. “The last thing you framed was my last place ribbon in the fifty-yard dash.”

            “At least you placed,” smirked Wildwing, then pushed his brother toward the door. “Go now before the food comes ‘cause you know I don’t like eating without my sibling.”

            Sending his older brother a unconvinced glare, Nosedive hurried out the door.

            As soon as he left, Wildwing ripped open the letter with a butter knife, then unfolded the acceptance letter. Placing the letter behind the second page, Wildwing read with a horrified vigor. His sight flew over a certain number, and he gagged.

            “You okay?” Canard inquired, as he wiped his rag down the counter. He halted, noticing the wild look in his best friend’s eyes. “What is it? What’s wrong?”

            “Coff—ee,” Wildwing croaked. He thrust his cup into Canard’s hand. “Need coffee—now!”

!!!

            “Hi, yes, I’m Wildwing Featherburn,” Wildwing started as he sat down on his couch. He sighed awkwardly, as if the weight of the world was pressing down upon his shoulders. “I…uh…my little brother just got into your school…Thank you, but see, that’s why I’m calling.”

            Pausing for a moment, he summoned up his resolve, and a pang of embarrassment fluttered in his gut at what he had to divulge. He hesitated, then surveyed the paper in front of him.  “Does your school offer any scholarships or financial aid? I took a peek at your tuition bill and enrollment fee, and wow, there’re a lot of zeroes behind that five...No, I understand that Clinton is a prestigious school. I went there when I was a teenager, though for different reasons than my brother. He wants to go to Harvard; my parents were just rich, which sadly enough, I’m not.” He shook his head suddenly. “Wait, that came out wrong. His parents are rich, too. My brother just lives with me instead of them, but…anyway…Isn’t there anything—

            He shot to his feet, not being able to sit any longer. “No! I don’t want you to give away his spot. He worked really hard to…When does it have to be paid?...When he starts? But that’s Monday!” He shook his head and grimaced. “That doesn’t give me a whole lot of time to knock over banks. How many do you think it’ll take to paid this?”

            Pacing, he stifled a dry laugh. “I meant to steal for…never mind. Just don’t give up Nosedive’s spot. I’ll get the money…somehow…Yeah, it was great talking to you, too. A treat.”

            He scowled and threw the phone to couch. Appalled, he gathered his bearings and looked to the fireplace mantle. Pictures adorned the edge, all of them of he and his little brother. One of Nosedive and he after fishing, though they caught nothing because it was cruelty to animals; another of Nosedive at two, and Wildwing helping him to walk. Nosedive wore a shirt that had once been Wildwing’s, which the older brother had sown to be the younger’s size. Money had been tight back then. In order to make ends meet, Wildwing had to make his brother’s clothes from his old ones after a fellow “housekeeper” taught him how to sew.

            He had found a way to make a living for he and his brother out of almost nothing. There was a solution to this. He just how to find it. 

“I don’t think you have a choice,” Sookie said twenty minutes later. Sitting down on the porch swing outside of the house, she rocked slowly back and forth.

Wildwing sipped his beer indignantly and savored the bland taste in his beak. Swallowing, he spat, “No. I’m not going to them.” He shifted uncomfortablly upon the porch’s railing. “I escaped from that Oceania. I’m not going back. I’ll…I’ll take another job. I’ll wait tables! I’ll work at Al’s Pancake World or something, but I am not going back to them. I’m not.”

“Sure, in between running the Independence Inn, going for your Associate’s Degree, and raising your little brother completely by yourself, there’s time to wait tables,” Sookie agreed sardonically. “Of course, the latter of that will probably go out the window because you’ll never see Dive.”

Wildwing rubbed his thumb along the bottle’s opening and let out one, scoffing laugh. He slumped against the pole. “Going to our parents is not an option, Sookie. It’s not.”

Raising from her seat, she laid a comforting hand on his shoulder. “Honey, I don’t see another option.”

The answer was instantaneous and bitter. “So what do I say when they answer the door?” His free hand curled into a fist and shook fervently.  “ ‘Hey, Mom, Dad. It’s been sixteen years. How are you? I’m good. Need some money, though. Oh, by the way, the son I took from you, yeah. He’s good, too. He’s the reason I need to the money.’ There’s a cheerful conversation. All Clinton-Bush, Sr. relationship.

A clatter behind them drew their curiosity, and out of the front door Nosedive leapt. Hanging from his shoulders was an absurdly big, blue blazer with a yellow monogram on the left breast. The sleeves completely concealed his hands, the material at least three inches past the tips of his fingers.

“So, what do you think?” Nosedive asked, turning around for effect. “So! So!”

Sookie simply giggled, while Wildwing smiled but suppressed a laugh. “You look good, kiddo, but I think you’re too much like Jim Carrey at the end of Batman Forever. I’m going to have to hem it a little.”

Nosedive flipped the excessive long sleeve around. “Well, if you thinks so…”

“You’re okay here, Wildwing?” asked Sookie as she grabbed her jacket and headed toward the stairs.

“Yeah, I’ll…figure something out. Thanks for stopping, Sookie.”

 “Not a problem.” She tasseled Nosedive’s hair on the way out. “You might want to get a haircut, Dive.”

“I’m going to a private school, not an army academy,” he seethed, albeit facetiously.

As soon as Sookie was out of an earshot, Nosedive cocked his head to side. “You’ll ‘figure something out’? Is everything okay, big bro?”

Wildwing draped a hand about his brother’s shoulders and led him inside the house. “Everything’s peachy keen, Dive.” Then he added for his own comfort, “Everything’s peachy keen.”

!!!

            Wildwing sipped his coffee cup as he sat on the footstep of his jeep. He peered up at the house—no, the American Taj Mahal—in front of him. Brown brick adorned the front, while the windows were made with the crossing metal that was only of the highest society. In the middle of the cobblestone driveway was a fountain, where water coursed down the concrete dolphins in the middle of the sea of sparkling, clear liquid, despite the overcast sky. Ivan Ilyich would be proud.

            Wildwing scowled. There had to be another way. He just had to figure it out. Too bad he didn’t have the time.

            Someone up there just didn’t like, he finally resigned. Someone had it out for him. Either that, or He/She were just laughing Himself/Herself sick watching him squirm.

Lifting his beak vertical, Wildwing put his cup to his beak and allowed the life-sustaining coffee to trickle down his throat. When the liquid failed to fill his beak again, he closed one eye to focus the other on the mouth hole of the cup. Empty. Wonderful. Now he had no excuse to procrastinate any longer.

            How about not wanting to do this?

            He needed the money by Monday—It wasn’t a valid reason.

            Doggy-doody. 

            In fact, he would rather step in doggy-doody every day for the rest of his entire life rather than go in the house. However, that was impossible. Taking a deep breath, Wildwing heaved himself to his feet and threw his coffee cup absentmindedly through the jeep’s open window. Step by step, he closed the distance between his jeep and the door. Windsor Palace was like the DeathStar pulling him closer and closer to his doom.

            His feet froze a few inches from the door, his hand raised but not daring to knock. If he did…What if his worst fears were realized? He had been looking over his shoulder for sixteen years, waiting to be found, waiting for the police to storm his and Nosedive’s house, waiting for the most precious of gifts to be torn from him in a surge of bloodcurdling shrieks and tearstained faces.

The macabre thought almost brought tears to his eyes—he sniffled—correction. The thought led to tears trickling down his face, and it was almost enough to stop him from knocking. He had to believe at least part of the people in the house were decent and would understand…and he desperately needed the money. He wouldn’t destroy his little brother’s dream for his own selfish reasons.

Swiftly, he knocked so as not to lose his nerve. Bracing himself, he shifted his weight apprehensively from one foot to another. Tumult ravaged his stomach, and all he wanted to do was run away like Toby Tyler. If this was for anyone but his son, he would have kept his last statement to his parents true.

“I don’t need your money, Daddy and Mommy Warbucks. Go to Hell!”

Man, why did he have to love his little brother?

Finishing his count to one, he shrugged and swiveled to leave. No one was home. Not his fault. He tried. Of course, as his luck would happen, the door opened, and an elderly woman with curly, dyed red hair stood in the doorway. She wore a shiny gold shirt that cut at her chest, while the ends of it tucked into her brown dress pants. Her tense chin lifted superiorly high, she stared at Wildwing through two narrowed and venomous eyes. Her glare was almost tense enough to burn a hole through his head, though he had longed become immune to its effects.

“Wild…wing?” She asked suddenly. For a split second, Wildwing thought he might have heard euphoria or at least shock, and the same emotions flashed through her features. As quickly as it came, though, the glimpse he got of the stoic women was lost. Her defense mechanism reconstructed itself faster than the Flash.

It had been sixteen years, and still, nothing had changed.

“Hey, Mom,” Wildwing greeted with a forced smile. “How have you been?”

            The Hilary Clinton of Hartford took inventory, he noticed. Her eyes pored stringently over his combed and groomed hair before taking in the pressed suit he wore, navy blue complete with tie.  She then peered disapprovingly at the jeep behind him.

            “Better than you have faired,” she commented grimly. “Where have you been? Greek housing?”
            Wildwing sighed. Hell had not frozen over currently. Good thing to note. “Nice to see you, too, Mom.”

            She glared behind him, as if expecting to see someone, then stepped out of the doorway. “Well, you might as well come in. I hear there is a storm coming, and you wouldn’t want to be in it.”

            And heading directly into another one, he thought dryly, then stepped into the house. Blizzard 2005.

            Remembering tradition, he took off his dress coat and handed it to the maid that serendipitously entered at the precise moment she was needed. Of course, Emily Gilmore wasn’t pleased.

            “Sheryl, where were you? The doorball rang, and you answer it. How hard is that?” the mistress of the house snapped.

            “I’m sorry, ma’am. I was working on lunch—”

            “I didn’t realize that simple task took your whole entire brain capacity. Next time we might as well ask our guest not to come when you’re busy,” Emily scowled. She once more directed her gaze to Wildwing, who rubbed his neck idly.

“Is there something wrong with your neck?” Emily asked sharply.

Wildwing immediately dropped his hand. “Yeah, Mom. I got whiplash by being in your line of fire.”

“Then would you like ice? Possibly a shower? A pressed suit might also do the trick.” With that, she turned on her heel and strode off, her high heels clicking on the hardwood floor. She halted just before the living room and peered back at Wildwing. “Well, are you coming or staying in the foyer? I’m sure your father would fancy shouting through a megaphone from the living room to alert the neighbors of your return to Hartford. Of course, we might die of shock first.”

Why did he come again? Wait…wait…oh, yeah. Nosedive. He had to keep his brother in mind. 

As he followed his mother into the living room, Wildwing realized not much had changed. Antiques were still used for furniture, even though people were allowed to sit on them. Of course, no feet on the furniture or else Earth would implode. To the left were the stairs, mimicking Rhett and Scarlett’s home, while a liquor cabinet adorned the bottom. Behind the furniture and to the right were the patio doors which led to the pool house, and directly facing Wildwing was the fireplace. Above it was a painting of the family. The master and mistress of the house stood in the background, while Wildwing sat in between them in the front. He wore a smile that resembled more of a smirk. It said, “This picture isn’t really what the family is like.” However, unexpectedly, a pain seared through his chest. It was familiar, yet forgotten, dulled by time. It was the same pain he received every time he thought of his parents. He wanted them to be supportive of him, to accept him, to love him. While he knew the latter was in part true, he wanted them to accept him for whom he was, not the “major disappointment” they deemed him.

“Richard, look who’s here,” Emily instructed as she took a seat next to her husband.

Wildwing blinked and redirected his gaze. Richard Gilmore, reading the newspaper intently, looked up. His legs were crossed in the gentlemanly way, while his reading glasses were perched on the bridge of his nose. Like Wildwing had always known him, he was dressed in a sharply pressed suit, so much more so than Wildwing’s, making the son seem almost untidy. Instead of a tie, the elderly man wore a bow-tie.

His father gasped in surprise, “Wildwing?”

Well, at least he was more animated than his mother. “Hey, Dad. Time flies, huh?” spoke Wildwing with a lopsided grin as he took a seat on the smaller couch across from his parents. 

Folding up his paper and placing it upon the coffee table, the elder man simply stared at Wildwing, much like his mother had only a minute ago.

Wildwing rubbed his hands together and suffered the visual examination in silence. Eventually, the two would get around to talking again, and he could play the silent game as long as they could. In the meantime, maybe he could pray for divine intervention.

Finally, after about another minute of awkward silence, Richard cleared his throat. “You’re tall. Isn’t he tall, Emily?” He stated with some sort of pride.

“I can see that he is. I’m not blind.” Shifting her legs, she asked, “Would you like a drink, Wildwing? It’s been sixteen years. I surmise you must be old enough now.”

“A beer,” Wildwing sighed thankfully, ignoring her sarcasm. He might as well ride the liquor horse. If he was lucky, he’d pass out.

“A…beer?” She questioned incredulously. “You want…a beer?”

“One nitwit juice is good, Mom. Thanks.”

“We don’t have beer,” she clipped.

Figures. “Then whatever you’ve got that has liquor is fine. If not, just get me the mouthwash.”

Her tense face was a dead giveaway of her dislike of his rebellion, but what else was knew? She stood instantly and walked behind Wildwing to the liquor cabinet.

“So, Wildwing,” Richard scooted to the edge of his seat, “where have you—”

“Where’s Nosedive? Is he still alive?” Emily interrupted.

Wildwing gritted his teeth. Direct to the point. No idle babble, huh? “After I left here, I went to Star’s Hallow.” Then, waiting to hear his mother’s grunt, he added, “And yes, Nosedive is alive.”

“Well, I should hope so,” his mother replied bitterly, practically shoving the drink into his hand. It looked like vodka tonic, and he suddenly wished for something stronger. “What have you been doing to support your brother and yourself?”

Wildwing recollected his thoughts, wondering just what she was getting at and why hadn’t she dropped the nuclear bomb of angered banter. Figuring she would eventually, he opened his beak.

She cut him off. “You aren’t a gigolo, are you?”

He snorted in his drink. “W—What? Are you serious?”

“Well, there aren’t many options for a young male in Connecticut without a high school diploma. Besides that, the only other work is being a stripper at some crack joint.”

“Thanks for the vote of confidence, Mom,” Wildwing snapped. “No. I’m actually working toward my Associate’s Degree, so I’m not Deuce Bigolo. I’m the executive manger of an inn in Stars’ Hallow.”

Both Emily and Richard choked on their drinks, and Wildwing found himself finishing his off in one swig. He gave his head one, rough shake. A zinger of a drink. Actually whisky. Not bad.

“You work at an inn?” His father scowled.

“I run the inn,” Wildwing retorted.

“So, I can see you’re not married,” his mother rejoined bitterly.

Wildwing looked down at his left hand and began to rub his ring finger absently. “No, Mom. I’m not, but thanks for bringing that up.”

Emily wiped off her shirt with a napkin. “What do you want, Wildwing? Why did you come back now?”

“Can’t I just come and visit my parents?” Wildwing asked, feigning innocence.

His mother stared with masked malevolence and piqued bewilderment. “Last I remember, you left us a note saying that you wanted to make sure your brother had a better life than you had growing up. If we were a Turkish prison, for what reason would you retur—” She suddenly gasped and spurted, “You need money, don’t you?”

Wildwing grimaced and waited.

“Well, do you?”

Putting up a finger, Wildwing looked about the room. “Hold on. I figure I’m due for divine intervention. I prayed about five minutes ago, so...”

“Wildwing,” his father provoked.

A heavy sigh resounded from Wildwing’s beak, and his body slouched. “Yes, I need money.”

“For what?” Emily challenged.

He rubbed his temples, attempting to elevate the pressure mounting. “See, Dive got into Chilton, and there’re more zeroes in the tuition than my monthly pay.”

 “He did, did he?” Emily smirked, clicking her glass with Richard. “Well, he must have taken after us.”

Wildwing fought the urge to point out that Emily and Richard were not Nosedive’s biological parents, and the boy had hardly lived with them for a year before Wildwing left with him, but hey? Who was checking facts? “Look, Dive has dreamed about going to Harvard since he could talk. I think his first word wasn’t ‘Win-Wig’ but ‘Ha-vad,’ and if you could just pay the bill, which I will definitely pay back in full, it would mean the world to him. He’s worked so hard for this, and he’s such a great kid.”

            “Not Yale?” Emily questioned quizzically. “Your father went to Yale.”

            “It was Dive’s choice, Mom. Not mine.”

            Emily sat back on the couch and crossed her arms. A conniving smirk curled upon her mouth. “Well, then, this certainly a different predicament, isn’t it?”

Wildwing didn’t at all like the look on her face. “Mom—”

“We’ll pay for Clinton,” she assured, putting a hand up. “However, in return, you and Nosedive will have to come for dinner every Friday night until you repay us.”

            Leaning closer, Wildwing breathed a sigh of relief. They weren’t going to fight him over custody. Oh, Stars…the rumor was true. They had hearts! “That’s it?” He asked to make sure. There had to be an underlying agenda.

            “Wildwing, I want to be a part of your life again. No, a part of yours and…Nosedive’s lives again. Therefore, we’ll see you on Friday, and we’ll pay for Chilton.”

            “But—But—”

            She cocked her head to the side. “Is seven good for you?”

            The white mallard let out a breathless laugh. Sure, he would have to hear every single week how much a disappointment he was, but he still had Nosedive under his roof. 

            “Look, I’d just really appreciate it if you didn’t tell Nosedive about this,” Wildwing broached.

            Richard rose from his seat, to which Wildwing followed. “Fair enough.” He shook his son’s hand.  “See you Friday then, Wildwing. Now, if you’d excuse me, I have a conference call.”

            “I’m sure you know the way out,” his mother said starkly, “in case you need me to draw you a map.” She took off up the stairs.

            Shaking his head and lugging himself toward the door, Wildwing halted in the foyer. He smirked sadly and was suddenly filled with morose. In sixteen years, nothing had changed.

!!!

            “I can’t believe it!” Nosedive screeched as he slammed shut his locker. “My last day of ever having this locker!”

            “Last day of the moldy smell of the hallways,” an Asian girl with black glasses celebrated with him.

            “Last day of shit on a shingle!”

            “Last day of Old Mrs. Bondicle!”

            Nosedive’s face fell slightly. “Last day of being in school with you.”

            Lane Kim blinked, then sighed. “That means I’ll be all alone in her class. How could you do that to me?”

            “What if I think about you every time I have math class?” Nosedive presented with a smile.

            “As long as you stay my best friend, I’m good,” Lane smirked, then thumbed behind her. “I have to run while I can before Mrs. Kim’s time clock notices I’m five minutes late. It’s better than the official time at Greenwich.”

            “What’s tonight?” Nosedive asked. He bent down to the floor and picked up the box next to his locker filled with its contents—a few books, pictures, a fuzzy pink thing he didn’t remember dropping in his locker.

“Oh, I’m meeting another potential mate. A premed student.” Her voice was tainted with disdain, as together, she and Nosedive headed toward the exit.

            Nosedive pushed the door open with his back and headed outside. “Oh, man. Why don’t you just tell her you’ll marry me? Then you won’t have any problems.”

            “I would, but you’re missing one of Mrs. Kim’s prime aspects of my mate. Korean, you’re not.” She dropped the book she was holding into the box. “Call me later. I’ll tell you all about tonight’s communal suffering.”

            “So this is what I get for leaving school, huh?” He yelled at her retreating back.

            “Watch out!”

            Startled, he pivoted on his heel, wide-eyed at the sight of vulcanized rubber speeding toward him. Lifting up his box, Nosedive caught the puck on the edge, and it ricocheted into his package.

            “Creamed by my own team? I’ll sue myself for damages,” Nosedive muttered as he dropped his box to the ground and plucked the puck from its contains.

            The Mighty Ducks, right?”

            He craned his neck and spotted the redhead looking down at him. Blinking, he slowly rose from his crouching position, unsure if she was talking to him. He glanced behind him, seeing no one there. He gazed at her and saw the tight fitting sweater than cut right at the buckle of her waist, but that wasn’t what mesmerized him. Her emerald green shone back at him, amused and twinkling, as her flame hair seemed to whisk like embers floating off a fire into the night sky.

            She was beautiful.

            “Wh-huh?”

            “Very astute,” she laughed and took the puck from his hands. Turning sharply, she threw it to the hockey players skating on the basketball court. “The Mighty Ducks, right? The animated series, not the movies. The movies were actually cornier than the TV show.”

            Nosedive blinked, finally realizing she was talking to him. To him! “You know that series?”

            “Totally.” She put out her hand. “I’m Mallory, by the way. Mallory McMallard.”

            He wiped his sweaty hand on his jeans and clasped hers. “Dive—”

            “Dive Featherburn, I know,” she returned with a grin.

He blinked. “You’re better than a one-eight-hundred number. Can you tell me my future, too?”

She smiled sheepishly. “No, I’m not physic. I’ve just been watching you. Not in a creepy-stalker-type way,” she assured with a roll of her gorgeous eyes. “We were playing hockey the other day, and I noticed you were sitting in the park reading a book.”

It was then Nosedive discerned the rollerblades on her feet. A beautiful girl who played hockey was talking to him? Divine intervention without a doubt!

“Anyway,” she continued, “Grin got creamed in the beak. There was blood everywhere, and the ambulance came, but there you were, reading your book. You didn’t look up once! I just said, ‘I had to meet that guy.’ ”

            Nosedive’s face darkened to a deep crimson as he rubbed the back of his head apprehensively. “I could just be incredibly self-centered.”

            “Nah, just oblivious,” she chuckled and hit him on the shoulder. “How’d you get a name like ‘Dive?”

            Nosedive shrugged. “My big bro dropped me on my head once, and his best friend, Canard, thought I did a ‘nosedive.’ The name kinda stuck…uh…yeah. So, are you going back to play hockey?” Oh, please no!

            She shrugged. “Where are you going? Looks like you could use a hand.”

            “Actually, I was heading to the library, but…”

            Bending down, Mallory lifted out three books from the box. “Well, I’ll accompany you there, but then I need to go find a job. My dad’s a military general and was transferred here from Chicago. We might not be in Connecticut for very long, but my parents aren’t big on allowances. I have to make my own money and ‘Be all I’m told to be,’ y’know?”

            “You know who could help you with that?” Nosedive posed as he heaved the box off the ground. “Miss Patty.”

            Mallory sent him a sideways glance. “Who?”

            “Miss Patty. She runs a dance studio in town,” Nosedive elaborated as he headed toward the park. “She used to dance on Broadway and everything. Now, though, she knows the beat of the town better than Sally Field in Without Malice. If there’s a job in town, she’ll know about it.”

            “So, pit stop at Miss Patty’s then?” Mallory asked, skating next to him at a mundane pace.

            Nosedive snorted. “I thought you liked hockey, not NASCAR.”

            “Same diff.”

            Well, the teen thought as he grinned, she wasn’t perfect, but she was damn close.

            “So, a Melville, huh?” She posed as she studied the books in her hand, stealing his attention.

            A shrug. “I know Moby Dick is a little clichéd for my first Melville, but hey…”

!!!

            Nosedive picked at his mash potatoes, twirling them about his fork.

            Wildwing watched him from the opposite side of the table at Canard’s, taking a bite of his hamburger. “So, you were home late today. Where’d you go?”

            Nosedive shrugged. “The library.”

            Nodding absently, the father wiped his beak with his napkin. Shifting uncomfortably, he spouted, “Look, we’re having dinner at our parents’ this Friday.”

            “Who?” Nosedive asked, and Wildwing found himself on the receiving end of a perplexed glare.

            “Our parents. You know, the people who took in your brother and later on you after the spaceships left us on Earth.”

            It wasn’t something they spoke of often. In fact, it was something society hardly mentioned. Besides a paragraph in the recent textbooks, it was a subject avoided like brussel spouts and St. Louis’s Stanley Cups. Spaceships carrying thousands of baby ducks—“Puckword’s Precious Cargo,” they were called—crashed landed on Earth a little over three decades ago. The hatchlings ranged in age, some as old as Nosedive and others, like Wildwing at the time, were only infants. A personal message laid with whomever opened the spacepods, delivered by the family of the hatchling. While no one ever spoke of what was said—Not even Emily or Richard told their son—it was known, somehow, that Puckworld had been invaded by a hostile race of lizards. In order to preserve that which was most important, their children, their future, the parents of Puckworld sent their hatchlings—albeit without any memories—to Earth for safekeeping. Since then, they were taken in as Earthlings, accepted and loved. However, it lingered on every mind of the former Puckworlders whether or not their biological parents would some day call for them, and the hardest choice of all would occur.

Sixteen years later, Wildwing recalled, another ship had landed, and that time, Wildwing was one of the first to enter. Wanting to know more about his lost planet and family, he searched along with the other teenagers who were there. He had been unnerved to find more hatchlings, but disturbingly so at the sight of hatchling with his last name on the carrier. He still remembered touching the case, an oval, iced glass, and gasping as it opened. As he held his baby brother in his arms, his heart simply grew. After what happened with Tanya—having a child the same age his own would have been was a blessing in disguise. Nosedive kept Wildwing sane, kept him going, gave him a reason to wake up in the morning.

He still remembered the message his parents left when Nosedive arrived.

“Our elder son, Wildwing, has been given to your planet prior. As you have protected him, please watch over our little hatchling,” the female Puckworlder with long blonde conveyed, tears in her blue eyes. “We wish we could be there to see him grow, but the war is turning and not for the better of Puckworld. Please,” she implored, “please watch over him.  He will undoubtedly be used to get to Wildwing when the Saurians arrive. Like Wildwing, he is more valuable than you know.”

            Oh, he knew. He knew just how valuable his little brother was that he was willingly to give him up for Nosedive’s dreams to be achieved. 

Wildwing let his thoughts wane, not wanting to explore that particular morbid thought. Luckily, Nosedive revisited their conversation a moment later, replying dryly, “I thought we didn’t have any parents. Remember when I asked you about them for my second grade family tree. You said ‘Stalin’ and ‘Darth Vader.’ Still trying to figure out how that occurred.”

            “You’ll find out on Friday. Trust me,” Wildwing answered cryptically.

            “You know, you should have told me. I could’ve had something planned,” Nosedive rejoined, dropping his fork to the plate with a clatter.

            “I would have known.”

            “I don’t tell you everything, you know. I have my own things.”

            Wildwing stuffed the remainder of his sandwich in his beak. “Like what?” he mumbled.

            “You know…things. Like…” He looked away and confided softly, “Maybe I don’t want to go to Chilton.”

            “What!” Wildwing barked. “What do you mean, you don’t want to go?”

            “Well, maybe I’m not good enough—”

            “Baby bro, you know that isn’t true.”

            “And we don’t know I won’t get into Harvard staying here.”

            Wildwing shook his head. Images of the torture session with his parents that the Geneva Convention would not sanction flashed through his mind, and he couldn’t hold back the seethe that sounded from his beak. “I can’t believe I’m hearing this.”

            “And let’s not forget that you want to start your own inn!” Nosedive added vigorously. “I know this has to be costing you a lot.”

            Oh, kiddo, you have no idea,” Wildwing bit.

            “Then really I shouldn’t be going, and we can just—”

            Wildwing pushed his chair back swiftly and stood. “I’m not doing this here. I’m not!” He began to storm from the diner when Nosedive shouted, “We have to pay!”

            Ripping out his wallet, Wildwing flicked a few bills onto the table. “Come on,” he ordered.

            Even though he couldn’t see his brother’s reaction, Wildwing knew Nosedive was sending him daggers as he trailed just a step behind him. The older brother pulled his coat tighter about him when the cold autumn air blew through the town.

            “I don’t understand,” he mused, his hot breath forming clouds in front of his beak. “I don’t understand where this is coming from.”

            “It’s nothing, okay?” Nosedive spurted. “Maybe I just don’t want to go to Chilton. Did you ever think of that?”

            Wildwing halted in his footsteps and turned swiftly. A harsh glower enveloped his face. “You were the one who wanted to go there! I was the one who tried to talk you out of it, remember? ‘Teachers worse than Stepford!’ ‘Food that resembles my cooking!’

            “Dive, honey!” an elderly lady’s voice cut through Wildwing’s shouts.

            On the entranceway of the boxcar dance studio stood Miss Patty, her purplish hair accenting her dark make-up and her puffing cigarette. She watched the little girls inside practicing ballet, while speaking to Nosedive at the same time. “I think I found that girl friend of yours a job. Taylor Doose is looking for a checker/shelfer/box person. Susie!” She screamed at the top of her lungs. “Do you have to tinkle? If not, uncross your legs, dear.” Turning back to Nosedive, she winked. “Good taste, by the way. She compliments you.”

            Stuffing his hands in his pockets, Nosedive huffed past his brother and walked at a hasty pace toward their house.

            “Oh, you are going to have walk faster than that,” Wildwing called after him.

!!!

            Storming into the house, Nosedive slammed shut the door. A split second later, Wildwing opened it.

“Why didn’t I see it before? You’re me! It’s like looking in a mirror!”

“If the mirror has a completely different complexion,” Nosedive snapped as he turned toward the kitchen and subsequently, his room.

“Does she have a nice bod? If you’re going to throw your life away for a girl, she better be a looker.”

“This isn’t about her!” Nosedive whirled. “This isn’t about you, either! If you just cared about someone other than yourself for a millisecond, you’d realize I’m not you! I’m sixteen and don’t have a pregnant girlfriend!” Nosedive shouted madly. “And who are you to boss me around, anyway? It’s not like you’re my father! You just think you can take all that parental urgencies out on me because Tanya had an abortion and you lost your kid!  Well, look in the mirror, brother, because I’m not yours to command!” He disappeared into his room and slammed shut the door.

Wildwing took a deep breath, holding back the smoldering anger in his chest. No. He had to push it down. He never screamed all-out at his little brother before, and he wouldn’t now. This should be a happy event. Nosedive’s first love…aw…shit. He remembered his first love. Tanya.

He wasn’t their parents. He wasn’t their parents. He was not their parents.

He opened the door, finding Nosedive on his bed taking off his sneakers.

“Hey! Didn’t you ever hear of knocking?”

“Okay, let’s start over,” Wildwing broached thoughtfully. “You tell me about her—what she looks like, who is she, for that matter. Then we’ll discuss this Chilton thing. Sound good?”

Nosedive kicked his sneakers off his bed and plopped down on his pillow, his back now facing his father. “I’m not going! There’s nothing to discuss!”

Wildwing growled. Okay, that’s the way he wanted it. “Look, you know we’ve always been a democracy here. We’ve never made a decision without the other, and I’ve never forced you to do something you didn’t want to. However, today I’m pulling the Big Brother card. Monday, you’re going to Chilton, whether you like it or not.” He turned sharply on his heel and headed out the door.

“We’ll see, Orwell!” Nosedive spat at him.

“Uh-uh, we will!” Wildwing slammed the door and angrily treaded into the living room. Sighing deeply, he ran hands through his hair and let out his pent-up frustration. He hit on the stereo.

As he flopped onto the couch, “Boulevard of Broken Dreams” blared through the speakers.

!!!

            Nosedive rolled over on his bed. He needed to just relax. His older brother never commanded him. Never.  Why was he so ticked over this?

            Laying stomach-down on his bed, clutching his pillow under his head, Nosedive smacked on his stereo, and his thoughts intermingled with “Boulevard of Broken Dreams.”

 !!!

            “It was about the girl. No doubt about it,” Wildwing proclaimed as he chewed on a piece of chocolate. He watched indolently as Sookie cut celery and shook his head. “He’s always told me these things. When he had a crush on J.K. Rowling, he told me. He loves her books.”

            “Well, he’s sixteen now. Girls he can actually talk to might make him just a little less like Harry Potter and a little more Ron Wesley, you know?” The female replied simply. “Did you talk about your parents about girls when you were sixteen?”

            “Tanya was already pregnant, so any talking I did to them centered around, ‘Why aren’t you two getting married?’ which quickly diminished to ‘Nosedive’s not your son. He’s ours.’

            “But Nosedive and I have never fought. Not like this.” He reached into the jar and pulled out another piece of chocolate. “And when he woke up today, he didn’t make me a Pop-Tart or start the coffee pot. The Pop-Tart is debatable, but he knows I can’t function without caffeine.”

            “You’ll work it out,” Sookie encouraged. “After all, it’s not like you’re Angelina Jolie and Jon Voget.”

            “Well, as Nosedive pointed out yesterday, I couldn’t get away with playing the Pope…”

            Sookie stared at his distraught face, cocking her head to the side. “What’s wrong? You look like they’ve cancelled Skating with Celebrities.”  

            Wildwing sighed and leaned back on the counter. He closed his eyes to safeguard the tears threatening to fall. “Nosedive brought up the fact that I’m not his father and the only reason I look after him is because Tanya had an abortion.”

            “What?” She giggled, mixing the salad in front of her. “Oh, honey. I’m sure he didn’t mean it. Come on. Even the Hardy Boys had their fights, and it’s not like you wouldn’t have looked after him if you had your own kid.”

“But I’m sure it was part of it,” Wildwing objected. “Think about it. Tanya had the abortion three weeks before the ship came, and then suddenly, there was a baby in my arms not much older than my own child would have been. If I would have been able to convince Tanya not to have the—”

Sookie stabbed him in the ribs with a carrot.

“OW!”

“You would have still loved your brother as you do now. You could have even had a show. How about Me, My Son, and My Brother?”

Wildwing laughed and felt the shadows in his heart lift slightly. “Now’s that a Family Affair.”

The door behind him opened, and Wildwing craned his neck. Trotting into the room, Duke aimed his acerbic glare at his boss. “The offspring of your parents is here, and he’s sitting in my chair. MY CHAIR!”

            Wildwing shook his head and took an extra piece of chocolate out of the jar. Winking at Sookie, he headed out the door.

            “Hey, kiddo!” He greeted brightly as he spotted Nosedive on the stool behind the front desk. Hitting his cross-armed brother on the knee, he slipped the chocolate into the teen’s hand. “I was thinking you might want to make a few extra bucks working for me today.”

            Nosedive averted his eyes and nibbled on his chocolate. “Whatever.”

            “Don’t want to make any money?” Wildwing asked as he flipped open the reservation book and counted the number of room occupied.

            “I’ll do whatever you want me to do…Brother.” The teen’s tone was cool enough for freeze the room.

            Wildwing gagged. Nosedive was emphasizing that he was not his father. Below the belt, kid. Swiveling, he fumed, “Fine. Go home, and get ready. I’ll pick you up at six-thirty. You don’t have to wear a tie if you don’t want to.”

            Nosedive slithered off Duke’s chair. “Whoopie.”

            As soon as Nosedive vacated the area, Duke slipped into his chair. “Ahhhh….”

!!!

            Standing before the house, Wildwing and Nosedive were side-by-side. Nosedive’s beak was agape, as he surveyed the huge palace masquerading as mansion.

            “Okay, look,” Wildwing leveled his son, “truce inside there, okay? Let’s go through dinner amicably, and when we get on Route 91, you can pull a Cane.”

            Nosedive rolled his eyes. “Or you can pull a Darth Vader. I heard it runs in the family.”

            “If I was going to pull a Darth Vader, I’d take more than your hand,” Wildwing assured surly and walked up to the door. 

            Ringing the doorbell, Wildwing entertained the idea of praying again for divine intervention, but for some reason, the invention never came his way. Instead, he waited in an uncomfortable silence until the door opened.

            Emily Gilmore stood in the doorway, an instant smile forming upon her face. “Well, you must be Nosedive.” She welcomed, ushering them into the house.

“Uh…yeah…M—Mom.” The world fumbled on his tongue from its lack of use.

She smiled genially at the sound of her name. “Well, then, come in. Come in. It’s almost as cold as an ice rink out there.”

Nosedive shrugged as he entered. “That’s not such a bad thing.” Suddenly, a force tugged at the collar of his coat, and he tore a way. “What the heck—Getting robbed at rich person’s home! I knew it! Republicans are dangerous!”

“Oh, that’s just the maid,” Emily assured and helped to take off Nosedive’s coat.

“First impressions are made within the first seven seconds,” Wildwing snickered.

Emily stared at her son. “Hello, Wildwing. I see you there.” She quickly switched her glare to her younger son. “Now, Nosedive, let me get a look at you.” Twirling her hand, she beckoned him to turn.

Blushing, Nosedive, dressed in a dress shirt and pants, sans jacket and tie, swiveled on his heel. When he completed a full circle, Emily grabbed him by the forearms and smiled. “Handsome. You have the complexion of your mother and hopefully not the attitude of your brother. ”

Wildwing rolled his eyes, but followed as Emily escorted her son into the living room.

“Richard,” Emily bellowed, “our guests have arrived.”

Looking up from his paper, Richard eyed the boy in front of him. With elevator eyes, he remarked with a stringent nod, “He’s short.”

“Well, we’re complete opposites,” Wildwing commented, sitting down on the couch he had occupied a few days prior.

“We could tell that, Wildwing. Mindless clatter doesn’t help a conversation,” Emily chastised.

“Wing thought about stretching me like in the old days, but decided against it at the last moment,” Nosedive added, sending his brother a sympathetic expression. He took a seat next to Richard and across from Wildwing.  His eyes darted about as he cocked his head to the side to see the whole foyer, staircase, and living room—mystified. “You have a nice house. Really…big.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Emily replied, hustling to the liquor cabinet and getting a tray. She returned a moment later, giving Wildwing a beer bottle, while allotting a flute to Richard, Nosedive, and herself. “We must make a toast.”

“Uh, Mom? Dive’s sixteen,” Wildwing interrupted.

Yes, and club soda will definitely give him a buzz. Shall I get him something less body numbing?”

Wildwing sat back in his seat. “No, club soda is fine, Mom.”

“So…to what do we toast?” Richard asked, laying his paper in between him and Nosedive.

“How about to our resident son genius here?” Emily raised her glass.

“And to pie!” Wildwing added. When everyone stared at him, Wildwing mended, “Pie’s good, too. Maybe not a genius, but still…”

Emily turned to her son, and as she did so, Richard took his paper, opening it to the business section once more. As he read aloofly, he ruffled through the remainder of the paper and handed a section to the astounded Nosedive.

!!!

            “This is delicious, Mom and D—Dad. What is it?” Nosedive inquired as a shoved another fork-load of the meat into his beak. He still had yet to get the patriarchal word out without a stutter.

            “Don’t answer that!” Wildwing said abruptly. He grinned at his little brother. “Every time I ask what something is, I find out it’s something completely gross and disgusting, and I won’t be able to eat it knowing what it is.”

            “Aw, come on, Wild,” Nosedive replied, “it can’t be that bad.”

“Famous last words. That’s exactly what General Lee said to Jefferson Davis at Appomattox. ‘It can’t be that bad.’ If it wasn’t, we’d be using Confederate money today.”

“It’s pancreas, Nosedive,” Emily answered kindly.

Nosedive’s face paled. “W—What?”

“Thank you, General Lee,” Wildwing said, dropping his fork to the plate with a clatter. 

“So, Nosedive, tell us,” Richard broached as he leaned closer to his younger son, “has your brother ever tried to give you a mother-figure?”

“Dad!” Wildwing cried, horrified.

Nosedive simply took a swig of his water and replied, “Uh, Wildwing actually has a set of rules, where if I’m home, he won’t even bring the girl to the door. I only get to meet his dates if it gets serious, but that’s never happened.”

“Ah, so I see.”

“Said the blind man…” Wildwing commented under his breath. Once more, he finished off a beer.

Richard glowered at his son. “So, Tanya called yesterday,” he interjected, taking a sip of his wine.

A wave of alarm fluttered over Nosedive’s face. “Oh.”

Emily leaned closer, laying a hand on Nosedive’s. “Have you ever met the mother of your nephew or niece?”

“Mom—” Wildwing started, but was quickly cut off.

“You haven’t, have you?”

Nosedive squirmed uneasily and wiped his beak with a napkin. “Well, no, but she’s never really in the East.”

“She says she’s doing well in California,” Richard continued calmly.

“Wing’s doing well, too!” Nosedive praised. “He worked his way up from housekeeper to executive manager at the inn.”

Wildwing closed his eyes. He really wished Nosedive hadn’t said that. Hearing the shocked gasps, he needn’t open his eyes to know his parents’ reaction.

“You were a maid?” They exasperated together.

“Had to make a living,” Wildwing said evenly to his parents. “And it’s ‘housekeeper,’ thank you very much.”

“But you cleaned people’s rooms!” Emily repeated, devastated. “Tanya owns her own company!”

“Good for her. Would like to switch kids?”

Richard looked directly Nosedive. “You would like her. She’s more of your mind-set and intelligence.”

Wildwing shot to his feet and threw his napkin on the table. “Thanks, Dad. Right here, in the room!” As he hurried past his father and into the kitchen, he uttered, “Excuse me.”

Nosedive rose to his feet, but Emily patted him on the shoulder as she passed. “I’ll talk to him.”

When she entered the kitchen, she found her son next to the maid, scrubbing the dinner dishes. He had rolled up his jacket’s sleeves, so as not to get them dirty, and while his back faced her, the tenseness of his muscles alerted her just how upset he was.

            “Getting back into old habits?” Emily incensed. Her son—doing dishes? Appalling.

            “Is this how it’s going to be every week, Mom?” Wildwing asked through his anger. He continued to scrub a pan that just wouldn’t let go of its grease.

            “What how?”

            “You and Dad putting the Great Disappointment down in front of his little brother every five seconds.”

            “Is that what you think?”

            Wildwing slammed the pan into the sink, the water splashing over the edge. “Didn’t you hear yourselves out there? What do you think Dad meant when he said that to Nosedive?”

            Emily situated herself between the door to the dining room and Wildwing. “Well, I’m sure he meant to get you out of the dining room, so we could talk.”

Wildwing froze, looking at his mother skeptically. He scrutinized her positioning, as his heart suddenly raced. He tried to slow his breathing, but the horrifying realization flooded him. It was the same fear he had the first time he had returned to this house, and now it was just manifesting.  “Mom, please. Don’t do this,” he practically begged.

“You stole both our sons away from us, Wildwing,” Emily said with an edge in her voice sharp enough to pierce. “Not only did you run away, but you took your brother with you as well. That is inexcusable.”

“You acted cool about this to get him here,” Wildwing accused hollowly.

“You had no right to keep that boy from us.”

“You had no intention of giving me that money.”

“Why should we when we are his parents?” Emily retorted bitterly. “We should be the ones raising him, not you.”

Wildwing stared resentfully at Emily, his eyes so crisp they cut through almost Emily’s malevolence. “It was your prerogative all along. If you could separate us, then you figured you could force me out. Why you yelled at me during drinks, the conversation at the table, bringing Tanya up—”

“He is our son, not yours,” Emily strained, tears evident in her eyes, different but just as poignant as the emotions reflecting in Wildwing’s. “You stole him from us, stole the last sixteen years, so you could selfishly raise him as your son!”

Wildwing shook his head. “No. I wanted to give him a better than you gave me. You berated me at every whim. You tried to control my life. I wasn’t going to let you do that to Dive!”

!!!

            Nosedive’s head perked up at the sound of screaming. He leaned a little closer to the door to hear, but his father grabbed his hand.

“Nosedive, why don’t I show you my den? I have a painting of your brother there from when he was a teenager. I’m sure you would enjoy seeing it.”

Looking over his shoulder, Nosedive felt he shouldn’t. Something screamed at him that he shouldn’t go. Wildwing was fighting in there. He should be in there helping his brother, not taking the White House tour.

“Come on. It will only take five minutes,” Richard said. He seized Nosedive arm and abruptly tugged his younger son from his chair.

“Whoa!”

And Nosedive, glancing over his shoulder worriedly, was dragged away.

!!!

            “Where is he, Mom?” Wildwing asked harshly. He moved to rush his mother, only to see the maid standing in the doorway now, also blocking his path. “What have you done with him? Dive! NOSEDIVE!”

“Leave, Wildwing, and perhaps your father and I will not call the police,” Emily said, crossing her arms.

Wildwing’s eyes darted back and forth. Every second his brother didn’t return his call twisted the knife deeper into his gut more. “What are you going to do, Mom? Have your own son arrested?”

Emily stood firm. “You have kidnapped that boy and kept him hostage for sixteen years—”

“Kept him what? I raised him! He’s in perfect health!”

“Yes, but it looks as if he’s been living at a hostel. His hair’s how those punk-skating boarding drug dealers are wearing them—”

“Mom—”

“—and don’t get me started on his etiquette. He should be wearing a jacket and tie…” Her stringent voice trailed on to nothing. Sighing exasperatingly, she gestured to the door. “We will not press charges if you leave now and do not seek to take Nosedive again. You may come for Friday night dinners, but that is all.”

“Why are you doing this, Mom?” Wildwing inquired helplessly. “Why now? You could have found us at any time. You’re rich enough. You could’ve hired a private investigator. Why take Nosedive away from me now?”

Crossing her arms, Emily narrowed her eyes. “Your father and I always trusted you to do the right thing. We thought once you realized you couldn’t support your brother and yourself or you realized taking the boy away from his parents was wrong, you would return. Obviously, we were wrong.

“However,” she continued with a slightly raised voice, “we knew that calling child services and having him torn from you would only heighten his fear of us. Now, when he stays, he’ll be more comfortable, knowing you have brought him here.”

Wildwing grimaced at her thinking—how they used him to get at his brother.

“Now,” she pointed toward the door, unforgiving, “leave, Wildwing.”

“MOM! PLEASE!” Wildwing pleaded. He breathed deeply as more tears coursed his already tearstained face. He couldn’t bear to lose Nosedive… He firmed his resolved and despite his trembling insides, forced his voice to be stern. “Please. Don’t take him from me.”

“You said we always controlled your life, Wildwing,” Emily scolded. “Well, now you have the choice. Leave or I will call the police.”

Wildwing looked at his mother, then at the door. His mind reeled unbound, trying to uncover a way he hadn’t thought of prior to retain Nosedive. His brother had lived with him for sixteen years. That had to be something. In common law terms, he would be married at seven years to a female. For sixteen years with his brother, wouldn’t Nosedive be his common law son? Of course, the fact that he did, in legal terms, kidnap his brother would not serve him well in court. If he was arrested, there was a good chance he couldn’t get Nosedive back at all. There was a good chance he wouldn’t now, but at least he could see his brother…every Friday…

Demoralized, he glowered at his mother. “I was right, all those years ago. If you are willing to do this, to pull Nosedive away from the only life he has ever known and the only home he has ever had and the only person who has been willing to give anything and everything for him to have a better life, then you are the people I thought you were.”

“Yes. I am quite aware. ‘Stalin’ and ‘Darth Vader,’ wasn’t it?” Emily said.

Wildwing gasped. That meant…someone had followed them; she had known where they were…

He staggered backwards, realizing just how close he had been to losing Nosedive prior to this, but it didn’t changed the evitable. It didn’t change what she was forcing him to do—to leave the one person in the world he couldn’t bare to lose.

            I’m sorry, Dive.

            Sparing her once last glance, he turned on his heels. Opening the help’s door to the kitchen, he stopped at the abrupt call from his mother.

            “Wildwing, I am truly sorry.”

            “So was the Unibomber and the BTK killer,” Wildwing spat. In a soft, fond tone, he added, “Tell my brother I love him.”

            Defeated, he barely slammed the door behind him.

             

!!!

            “Clichéd as it sounds, I didn’t think Wing was ever that young,” Nosedive laughed as he came out his father’s office. “And an afro! Oh, wait until he makes fun of my hair again!”

“Yes, well, your hair will definitely be one of the first topics of conversation,” Richard commented cryptically, following his son.

Nosedive turned to ask him just what he meant by that when he caught a glimpse of Emily. Her face was ruddy with tears, but she brushed them briskly from her eyes.

“Well, he’s gone,” she proclaimed just as caustic as ever.

“Who’s gone?” Nosedive asked apprehensively, then looked about the house. “Where’s Wing?”

Richard clasped his son on the shoulder, to which Nosedive tensed. “Son, why don’t we show you your older brother’s room? I’m sure you’ll find it quite decorated for a teenager such as yourself. Though, I must say, it will probably be for one in the Eighties.”

Nosedive stared rigidly at Richard before calling, “Wildwing?” He tore his eyes from Richard’s and shook his father’s hand off. Unnerved when his brother failed to return his beckon, as he always had, Nosedive dashed toward the door. “Wildwing!”

His brother always came for him when he was scared. Nosedive remembered time and time again when Wildwing had been at his bedside after a night-terror within seconds, despite the older brother’s bedroom being on the second floor.

Turning the corner in the foyer, he dashed to the front door and ripped it open. “WILDWING!”

But his brother’s jeep was no where to be found.

!!!

            The door to the diner jingled open, but Canard wasn’t fazed. Only two people were brash enough to enter his place a half an hour after closing and demand coffee.

            He heard a rather large figure slip onto a stool on the opposite side of the counter, as he grabbed a cup and the still percolating coffee. “So, how was your dinner with the Fockers—

            The coffee pot dropped from his hands, as his wide eyes landed on the disturbing sight of his utterly broken best friend. The pot shattered on impact on the floor, and Canard leapt backwards to avoid the spraying scolding coffee.

Ignoring the coffee, he looked up at Wildwing. Head hanging, tears streaming from his eyes, the white mallard stared at him in hopelessness. “T—They took him.”

            “What?” Canard questioned incredulously. “Who took who? What are you talking about?” His eyes drifted to the empty seat next to Wildwing. He looked back at his friend before his eyes snapped back toward the seat. “Where’s Dive? Is he okay?”

            Wildwing shook his head, then stared down at the counter. “My parents. They took Dive away from me. They said if I tried to contact him or tried to take him back, they’d have me arrested for kidnapping.”

            “How can they do that!” Canard seethed. He stormed around the counter. “Let’s go back there! They can’t just say Dive’s theirs, and that be the end of it!”

            “But it is,” Wildwing answered, defeated.

            “No, it’s not!” Canard stopped just short of the door and turned on his heel. “Why aren’t you more angry? They took your kid!”

            “That’s just it,” Wildwing conceded, closing his eyes. Fresh tears stung, as he winced from the searing truth. “He isn’t mine, Canard. He’s my parents’. My child died in the abortion.”

            Canard couldn’t believe what he heard. Seizing Wildwing by the shoulders, he demanded, “What are you talking about? Sure, he might not be your blood that way, but he’s still blood, and you raised him. You have custody—”

            Wildwing broke eye contact.

            “Oh, Stars,” Canard breathed, deflated. He staggered backwards, only stopping when he clutched a table. “You don’t have custody. B—But you said you took care of this years ago. You said—”

            “I lied, okay!” Wildwing burst. “I was always afraid that if I put in for custody, my parents wouldn’t allow it and wouldn’t allow me to see Dive.” He slumped in his chair, beseeching into his open palms on his knees. “I guess I was right.”

            “It doesn’t matter if you were right!” Canard argued. “It doesn’t matter if your parents are right! You can’t let them do this, Wildwing. Dive lives with you. He looks up to you, and no matter what has gone on your lives, he is your son.”

            “But he’s not!” Wildwing exploded, leaping to his feet. “As he was so apt to tell me, he’s not my kid! He’s not my responsibility, and it’s time I realized—”

            His voice silenced instantly at the ringing in the diner of “Holiday.” Canard crossed his arms, but decided against making his best friend take the call outside. This was important; he knew exactly who it was even before Wildwing extracted his cell phone from his jacket pocket. 

            Expectantly, Wildwing’s eyes lit up at the number on his screen, and he flipped it open. “Dive?”

            “Why the hell did you leave me here!” Nosedive’s embittered voice shouted so loudly that he had to pull the phone away from his ear. “Did you go completely mental, or is this just a phase you’re going through?”

            Wildwing sank to his stool, shaking his head. “Kiddo, no…you don’t understand…It’s not—”

            “You can’t leave me here!” Nosedive screamed, his voice infiltrated by hysteria. “Besides the fact that I’m trapped in Eighties’ Hell—Stars, Wayne Gretzky, Grant Fuhr, and Paul Coffey on your wall? Could you be any more lame?”

             Wildwing chuckled slightly, leaning back on the counter. Canard rolled his eyes and preceded to clean up the shattered coffee pot. “Hey, they’re hockey greats. Do not mess with the Gretz.”

            “Oh, please. All of them are in retirement homes by now or sitting behind the bench shaking their heads and wondering why their teams aren’t in the play-offs.” Nosedive rejoined before whining helplessly, “They want to cut my hair, bro, and they’re talking about getting rid of my jeans and wearing slacks and not playing hockey and going into insurance and—and—Why did you leave me here? Dante wasn’t this evil to the souls in Hell.”

            Wildwing closed his eyes. “Dive, kiddo, please. You have to understand—”

            “Understand? Understand? You want me to understand why you left me to fend for myself in the place Van Helsing and Anna Valerious wouldn’t be foolish enough to attack?”

            Sighing, Wildwing struggled with himself. He shouldn’t tell Nosedive what their parents did. He shouldn’t. It wouldn’t be good for the teenager, now that he had to live with Emily and Richard for the rest of his natural life, but for Nosedive to think it was his fault and that he didn’t love him enough to…

            A knock sounded on the other side of the phone. “Hold on a second, Wing.”

            “Nosedive, this is your mother.”

Wildwing heard a shifting of something, probably a pillow over the phone, and the opening of a door. “Hey, Ma. Uh, something wrong?”

“I thought I heard talking up here, and you don’t have a TV. Who’s here? Who’re you talking to?” Her reproachful tone condemned the teen for misbehaving even before she had proof.

“J—Just me and my invisible friend,” Nosedive stammered.

“What’s with the pillow?”

“Mom, it’s nothing! Don’t—”

More shifting sounded, followed by Emily’s voice growing louder. “You have a cell phone! Your brother had enough money to buy you this?”

“Mom, I’m on with my girlfriend. Would you mind

“So, your girlfriend’s name on your contact list is ‘Big Bro’?” She accused.

“MOM!” Wildwing yelled into the phone, hoping to redirect their mother’s venomous attention from his little brother to him. “It was my fault! I called him!”

Emily’s crisp voice sounded, “Wildwing, you have been warned. You stay away from this boy, or so help me God, you will never see him again!”

            “NO!” Nosedive screamed, though his voice was drowned out by Wildwing’s, “MOM!”

            Gingerly, Wildwing lowered the phone from his ear. His frantic eyes darted back and forth from the panic in his baby brother’s voice. Nosedive wanted to see him. He didn’t want to be there. Nosedive wanted to still live with him.

            He leapt from his chair and dashed toward the door.

            “Hey, where are you going?” Canard called after him.

            Wildwing opened the door to the diner and turned sideways to look back at Canard. “To get my brother.”

            He slammed the door behind him, not even waiting for a reply.

            Canard wiped his hands with a rag. “It’s about time.”

!!!

            Opening the door to the house, Emily Gilmore glowered at her elder son on the threshold. “I told you not to come here.”

            Wildwing stormed past her and into the house. “Where is he, Mom? Is he still in my old room?” He stalked toward the stairs. “NOSEDIVE!”

            Emily fluttered next to him. “Wildwing, please. Do not make me call the police.”

            Wildwing stopped sharply and stared callously at his mother. “Do it, Mom. Call the police, but by the time they get here, I’ll be long gone with Dive.”

            “What is going on here?” Richard’s stark voice interjected.

            Wildwing whirled to his father, now standing in between he and the stairs. “Move, Dad, or I will move you.”

“Wildwing,” Richard addressed, his hands up in front of him, “I thought we came to an agreement.”

            “That you steal my brother and keep him from me? I don’t think so.” He beseeched up the stairs. “DIVE!”

            “He is sleeping, Wildwing,” Emily chastised. “Now, will you please keep your voice down?”

            “No, he’s not. He doesn’t fall asleep until eleven.” Wildwing gasped suddenly, his stomach sinking. “You didn’t drug him, did you?”

            Emily was repulsed. “I wouldn’t drug my own son!”

            “Wildwing?”

            Wildwing swiveled instantly, and a natural smile formed on his face. On the stairs stood Nosedive, dressed in teal baggy sweatpants and a too-big-for-him tee-shirt with an Oilers’ insignia that had once been Wildwing’s.

            Nosedive smiled at him and jumped from the stairs. “WILDWING!”

            Richard scrambled out of the way as Nosedive flew across the threshold and into Wildwing’s arms. Wildwing grunted as the momentum and his brother’s sudden weight as the force knocked him to the ground, his back smacking against the hardwood floors. He seethed softly in pain, though he didn’t at all mind as he felt the reassuring weight pressing down on his stomach.

He looked up at his brother, still grinning warmly despite the teenager now straddling his waist. He remembered fondly how Nosedive used to jump from their stairs at home into his arms and how he finally scolded his baby brother when the boy, at the age of twelve, almost broke his leg when Wildwing failed to be able to catch him properly.

            This time, Wildwing couldn’t find it in himself to yell at his little brother.

            “You came back!” Nosedive shouted cheerfully.

            Wildwing’s smile grew. “Of course I came back. You needed me.”

            Nosedive’s face darkened. “Why did you leave? Was it because of the abortion thing?” Tears glistened in his eyes, and he dove into Wildwing’s chest, his head just under his brother’s beak. He wrapped his arms about his older brother’s neck. “I’m really sorry! I didn’t mean it! I was just angry because of Clinton and Mallory and—”

            “Ah,” Wildwing chuckled, “she has a name.”

            Nosedive sniffled and murmured into his brother’s ear. “And she has a bod.”

            Holding his brother, Wildwing sighed and drew his brother closer. He nuzzled the boy on the top of his head, then ran a hand through the teen’s long hair. Feeling his brother’s weight, his warmth, his closeness, Wildwing was content, knowing his brother loved him and was in his arms.

            “Oh, Stars, kiddo—” He felt his brother tense. His eyes shot open, and he gasped at his father’s hand on his brother’s shoulder.

            “Let go of him, Nosedive, and go upstairs. We need to discuss something with your brother.”

            The arms about Wildwing’s neck tightened. “No, Daddy Warbucks!”

            Wildwing smirked.

            “Nosedive, I said,” Richard gripped Nosedive by both of his shoulders and ripped the boy involuntary from Wildwing’s grasp, “go upstairs!”

             “WING!” Nosedive screamed as he dragged to his feet and pushed unwillingly toward the stairs.

            Swiftly, Wildwing pushed his feet underneath him and stood, gripping his father’s arm. He twisted it almost to the point of pain. “Realize it, Dad. Mom was right. When I left and took Nosedive with me, you lost both of your sons.”

            Richard’s grip on Nosedive slackened in shock, and the teen fled from his grasp. He quickly ran toward Wildwing, ducking behind him. He eyed Emily distrustfully, who watching the scene unfolding with crossed arms and a contemptuous pursing of her lips.

            “By forcing Nosedive to live with you, all you’ll be doing is making him into me. But by letting him go, you’ll still have a chance to have a relationship with him. Things don’t have to be like they were before. You can know your son.”

            Richard tugged his arm from Wildwing’s gasp and stared in disbelief at his son.

            “Nosedive, would you please go upstairs?” Emily asked after an intense moment of silence.

            Nosedive looked to Wildwing in front of him, who nodded. “It’ll be okay.” He tasseled his little brother’s hair.

            Nosedive smiled slightly, feeling his brother’s affection, and proceeded hesitantly up the stairs. While Wildwing couldn’t see him, he was sure his little brother was sitting at the top. It was same place he and Tanya had sat when their parents hashed out what their lives would entail with a child. At least this time, he was included in the conversation.

            “So, what do you suggest?” Richard asked pointedly. The resentment in his voice was palpable.

            Wildwing stared at him squarely. “Give me complete custody and the money for Clinton, and we’ll come for Friday night dinners.”

            “That is your idea of a trade? Who are you, North Korea?” Emily retorted. “He is our son, and I will not condone him living in the Meadowlands.”

            “Stars’ Hallow is not a garbage dump!” Nosedive’s voice pierced the conversation.

            “I did not ask you!” Emily relayed, her tone disdainful and condemning.

            Wildwing shook his head at her lack of understanding. “Nosedive, it’ll be okay. Please just go to my room.”

            Nosedive peeked around the corner and between the railing posts. “They might be able to force you out again, so I want to stick around to be your human shield.”

            “Dive, have you ever known me to lie to you?”

            “Well, now with that whole, ‘I have custody; no, I don’t’ thing—”

            Wildwing stifled a chuckle. “When I say it will be okay, it will be okay. So, please trust me to handle this.”

            A grumble was the reply before the sound of stomping boomed upstairs.

            Staring at Wildwing flabbergasted, Richard breathed, “How did you do that?”

            “Uh, do what?”

            “He just did what you asked,” Emily bleated, glancing upward. “He wouldn’t even let me in his room without a fight!”

            “Because I listen to him and he listens to me,” Wildwing said sternly. “I don’t know what you just heard, but Nosedive just said that he’s scared that I’m going to leave again and he’ll be all alone with strangers he hardly knows who have tried to separate him from his older brother.”

            Emily’s face scrunched in a characteristically skeptical frown. “I heard no such complaint!”

            “See?” Wildwing interjected. “That’s just it. You weren’t listening to him. All you heard were the words, not the meaning behind them.”
            “Oh, so now I’m supposed to be a mind reader?”

            “No, Mom,” Wildwing scowled, raking a hand through his hair. “You just have to listen to him, see what he wants. All you’ve done is threaten him. He wants out, just I wanted, and I can give me that out and give you time with him. It’s a win-win deal.”

            “But he would still not be with us,” Richard pointed out.

            Wildwing shrugged. “Dad, you lost us once. Now, you’ve got us at least once a week. If you force your hand and your command over him, you will lose us again, and I won’t come back. And trust me,” he grated harshly, yet with truth, “your private investigators will not find us.” 

            Richard and Emily looked at each other, looking silently in one another for an idea. Richard shrugged in defeat, to Wildwing smiled slightly.

“You cannot be serious,” Emily argued.

“I do not see another option,” Richard replied sharply.

Growling, Emily slammed her hands against her dress incredulously and stormed from the room.

            Richard grabbed Wildwing’s by the forearm. “Everything will be worked out between our lawyers in the morning,” he said sternly.

            Wildwing nodded. “I’ll call Al.”

            Richard furled an eyebrow. “Al?”

            “Al from Al’s Pancake World. He doubles as the town lawyer,” Wildwing admitted with a wide smile.

            “Inbred town, isn’t it, this Stars’ Hallow?”

!!!

The door shut behind them, and Wildwing leaned against the wall for support.

“Do I look shorter to you?” He asked his little brother, who immediately was at his side, offering his help. Walking toward their car, Nosedive’s arm about his shoulders, Wildwing continued dismayed, “I physically feel shorter. What do you think? Three? Four inches?”

            Nosedive grinned gently. “You think you can reach the pedals?”

            “I don’t know. I was thinking of allowing you to drive and give me time to grow back.” He opened the jeep’s door and flopped into the driver’s seat. “Of course, I’ll grow back just in time for Friday and then be cut down again!” He studied his little brother thoughtfully, landing pointedly at the boy’s nightwear under his jacket. “Those look better on than those snooty clothes.”

            “You should have told me,” Nosedive said, ignoring his brother’s comments.

            Wildwing sighed and looked at his brother. He grabbed Nosedive’s wrist, then tugged him into an embrace. “I love you, kiddo.”

            Nosedive pulled back slightly, though he didn’t let go of his brother. “You still should have told me.”

            “Yeah, probably, but I didn’t want you to know I didn’t have custody or couldn’t pay for your schooling.”

            A sideway glance. “But you are.”

            Wildwing snorted. “In a way, we’re both paying for it.”

            A solemn silence enveloped them as neither moved.

            “Do I really have to come back here every Friday?”

            Wildwing shook his head and suppressed a laugh. “Kiddo, they aren’t as bad as they seem.”

            “Really? Because tonight tried to have you arrested.”

Wildwing cringed. “Don’t remind me. I just want to forget this whole night ever happened.”

A mischievous smile grew on Nosedive’s face. “Maybe we can get drown our sorrows in club soda.”

            Wildwing wrenched his brother by the wrist and put the boy in a headlock. “Oh, you are so going to get it!”

!!!

            Wildwing dragged his tired body into Canard’s and held the door for his distraught brother behind him. Taking a seat at the first table, he practically dumped himself into the chair. Nosedive plopped into the one across from him.

            “Service,” the teen called with an exasperated wave of his hand. Service.”

            “I’m getting there!” Canard yelled from behind the counter. He strode about it, shaking his head. “Petulant.” He teased the teen and tussled his hair. “But it is good to see you. I hear you had a run-in with your parents tonight.”

            “When a warrant is out for my arrest, I think ‘run-in’ is an understatement,” Wildwing replied. “Anyway, thanks for keeping the place open. I want coffee. Coff—ee. Caffeine! Not that decaf crap you have back there.”

            Nosedive pondered contemplatively. “Chili fries and a coffee, too.”

            “I can’t do this,” muttered Canard. He placed his hands on the sides of the table and leaned over to Nosedive, nodding toward Wildwing. “Dive, you can be healthy. You do not have to be like your brother over there.”

            Nosedive looked at him, then caught Wildwing’s eye with a smirk. “Too late.”

            Shaking his head in disapproval, Canard vacated the table, muttering, Impossible. How are they even alive?”

            Eying down the pie on the counter, Nosedive asked distractedly, “So, did you finish hemming my jacket?”

            Wildwing smiled. “Does that mean you’re going?”

            Nosedive shrugged. “I already ate pancreas and was held hostage by my parents. What’s three years at a private school?”

            “So!” Wildwing sat straight-up in his chair and aimed a mischievous grin at his little brother. “Mallory, huh?”

            “Wing! Come on!” Nosedive protested, his face bright red.

            “You can tell big brother.”

            “What is this? 1984. Don’t think so.”

            “So, she has a bod. Is she good-looking?”

            Nosedive crossed his arms and slouched in his chair. “What does that matter?”

            “Well, if you do happen to get her pregnant,” Wildwing considered, “I don’t want ugly nephews and nieces, especially when their uncle is so handsome.”

!!!

            “…Wing…?”

            Wildwing groaned and rolled over, clutching his pillow under his head.

            A poke in his shoulder, then a whispered, impelling inquiry, “Wildwing? You awake?”

            “Wha tem iz ‘t?” Wildwing mumbled, not even opening his eyes.

            “…ah…about twelve-thirty.”

            “Parentin’ houz betwin six an’ ten. Go bac’ ta bed.”

            Suddenly, his bed rocked vehemently as a force jumped into it. A warm being leaned against his back.

“Bro, I want to ask you something.”

            “Your brother’s asleep and has two hundred guests coming to the inn at seven.”

            “…Am I your son?”

              Wildwing’s eyes snapped open, and he sighed loudly. Pushing up, he turned around to see the troubled and haunted expression on his son’s face. He crossed his legs and brushed the hair and sleepiness from his eyes, then sent a tiny smile to Nosedive. “Well, depends, kiddo. I mean,” he shrugged, “if you want to be.”

            Nosedive looked away, his eyes crestfallen. “When you left me there today, I just…and when I kept calling that guy ‘Dad,’ I just felt so dirty.” He shivered noticeably.

            Wildwing cocked his head to the side. “Dirty how?”

            “Like I was betraying you.”

            “Oh, kiddo, you weren’t betraying me.” A fond smile appeared on his beak, and he rubbed his brother’s leg warmly. “He is your father, and he’s my father. Just because you didn’t grow up there doesn’t change that.”

            Nosedive scoffed, “But I’ve always listened to you, and…and…I don’t want him to be my father.”

            “I wish I could make things different, Dive. I really do,” he said somberly, “but things are how they are. That being said,” Wildwing sighed, “I love you, kiddo, as if you were my son, and though I don’t expect you to call me ‘Dad’…I love you just the same.”

“Well, that’s good because sometimes I call you my dad to my friends rather than my big bro,” Nosedive revealed sheepishly.

Wildwing lowered his beak, so their eyes met. His grin grew, and he ruffled his brother’s hair. “I’ll tell you something, kid. I sometimes call you my son, too.”

Nosedive’s eyes glistened with fresh tears, and he looked away, abashed. “I’m sorry, about what I said earlier. About the abortion and that’s why you care about me. I didn’t mean any of it, and I was—”

Beckoning his brother into his arms and rubbing his back tenderly, Wildwing soothed, “I know, kiddo, and sometimes I have wondered the same thing. Y’know, if we would have been this close if I would have been able to convince Tanya not have an abortion.”

Nosedive stiffened in his brother’s arms.

“You know what I concluded?”

Nosedive shook his head, not lifting it from his brother’s chest.

“Number one, that it doesn’t matter because life has given us each other, so what? And number two, that I would have taken you with me, too. Sure, it might have been a little weird to be raising my son’s uncle, too, but hey, what’s life without a little weirdness? It just makes it more interesting.” He leaned back to be able to see into his little brother’s eyes. “Okay, kiddo?”

Nosedive nodded, his eyes red from crying, and he once more clutched his brother. Wildwing smiled affectionately and reveled in the presence that he found sixteen years ago, who saved his life and whom he had been able to return the favor. Peering heavenward and praying silently, he thanked the Stars for their kindness.

            A stark inquisition. “Bro?”

            “Yeah, kiddo?”

            “Would really have given me up if I hadn’t called you?”

            Wildwing sighed heavily. “I want what is best for you, Dive. That’s the reason I went back to our parents, despite the probability of them wanting you back. I had to take the chance of losing you to give you the best chance in life.” He propped his beak on his little brother’s head. “But no, I think I would have finally realized just how much you mean to me and would have come for you.”

            Nosedive seemed to take some comfort in that, and he sunk into his brother’s chest.

            For a whole three seconds.

            “Wing?

            “Yeah?”

            “I don’t want you not pass go and not stop for $200. I don’t want to live with them, either, but I don’t want you going to jail. ”

            Looking down at his brother, Wildwing sighed contently. “Well, we don’t have to worry about that anymore. Al’ll take care of it.” Reluctantly pulling out of the embrace, he patted his brother on the leg. “Now, you better get back to bed before Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise decide they would rather have you than Kirstin Dunst.”

Nosedive rolled his eyes, but staggered off the bed. “You’re changing the subject, and I’m not liking it one bit.”

“Good. Then my work as a big brother is done! Go to asleep!”

            Down the stairs and past the kitchen, Nosedive entered his room. As the teen settled under his own covers, he turned suddenly at the sound of footsteps in the hallway.

Wildwing grinned tiredly at him as he walked into the room, blanket and pillow in tow.

As he pulled the chair in the corner close to the bed, Nosedive inquired, “What are you doing?”

“I’m gonna sleep here tonight,” was the simple answer.

“Well, I got that. Why?”

Wildwing smiled, albeit fondly, but sadly. “I don’t like to ponder how close I was to losing you, so I just want to be close to you. That okay with you?”

“And if it wasn’t?” Nosedive challenged facetiously.

“Tough noodges.” 

Nosedive snuggled under the covers and reveled in its warmth before an affectionate murmur sounded from his beak. “I love you, big bro.”

Wildwing grumbled. “Go to sleep because you’re coming to work with me in the morning.”

Silence.

A loving whisper pervaded the darkness of slumber, “Kiddo, you have no idea.”

           

The End