“Life After Earth”

Chapter Three: Silence

 

These wounds won’t seem to heal.

This pain is just too real.

There’s just too much that time cannot erase.

 

The only noise in the room was the sound of Canard’s ice clinking to the bottom of his glass. He dropped the object to the end table and grinned timidly at the people within the room.

 

They hadn’t been reunited in two months since their return. After an average three week in the hospital and another one at this house until they found their families, the six remaining members of the Mighty Ducks hadn’t been together.

 

There wasn’t much to say. They had become a family on Earth, only to split to find their own blood once they returned, leaving the acquired bonds behind. Tanya, sitting on the love seat with her legs crossed, had been the first to leave. She left swiftly, stating only that she would never forget any of them and promised to return. Mallory, sharing the love seat, had done the same. The only difference, she kissed Wildwing on the cheek and replied brokenly, “I’m sorry,” before bursting into tears and fleeing. To this day, no one truly understood what she meant. Grin and Duke both left on the same day, but Grin’s response had been slightly different than those prior to him. He clasped Wildwing on the shoulder, looked about the house, and rumbled softly, “Those who leave us never truly do.” Duke had made a flippant comment that sounded too much like Nosedive, something to the effect of, “The same goes for beans,” before ushering the giant out. 

 

But Wildwing and Canard, they had stayed. Unlike those who left, they had to deal with it…the absence, day in and out.  Now, confined in the house in which so many stories had risen, the Mighty Ducks were silent.

 

From his meditative position on the floor, Grin eyed the empty seat on the couch, the space between Wildwing and Canard. Satisfied, he nodded to himself and closed his eyes.

 

They never truly leave.

 

“So…um…how has everyone been?” Duke stammered with obvious discomfort. It was ironic that after all they had been through on Earth—They had lived together!— the team was uncomfortable with one another. 

 

Duke sighed as he received nothing more than a chorus of “good,” one silent, and another “samsara’s will.”

 

“You know, funerals aren’t supposed to be sad,” Tanya finally drawled after a few intense moments. “They’re supposed to be a celebration of the life a person has lived.”

 

“Tell that to the person who died,” Duke spat angrily. He immediately eyed his former leader and grimaced, “Uh, sorry Wildwing.”

 

The comment didn’t register with the younger mallard. Besides the empty welcoming, red rimmed eyes, and a pale expression, Wildwing stared into space. Abruptly, he perked to life and stared down at the couch next to him, a look of confusion on his face. Grin was the only one who caught it.

 

“Um…” Canard gulped, then dusted his hair. “I…um…remember when the kid had this crush on…” He stopped short, looking straight at Mallory. She was listening attentively, and he cringed internally. “He had a crush on this…uh… blonde that used to come in at the Corner Pizzeria. When I finally asked her out for him, I found out I had asked the wrong girl.”

 

“What happened?” Duke urged on the edge of his recliner, one foot dangling the other retracted to the edge. He seemed desperate for any reprieve from the heavy moments.

 

“He, uh, had to go out with the girl because he didn’t have the heart to tell her.”

 

A snort escaped from Mallory and a slight chuckle from Tanya.

 

“Poor kid,” Duke sympathized with a shake of his head.

 

“Not too poor,” Mallory replied with a smirk. “If I remember correctly all the pranks he pulled on me, he deserved to go on one lousy date.”

 

“Who said anything about lousy?” asked Canard, innocently. “The kid got the biggest good night kiss ever, and if I remember correctly, they were going to make-out before Wing and I stopped them.”

 

Rolling her eyes, Tanya threw her pillow at the younger mallard. “And how did you know that they were going to?”

 

Canard placed the pillow behind his head and smiled. “Wing lent the kid his jeep, and then we hid out in the back!”

 

“You’re terrible!”

 

“That’s big brotherhood for ya!”

 

With a dry laugh, Mallory rested her elbows upon her knees, then cupped her hands together. “Big brotherhood, huh? How about being an older, female team member of that kid, huh?”

 

“What are you talking about, sweetheart?” Duke questioned as he leaned closer, his relaxed mood gone, replaced by perplexity.

 

Mallory glanced toward him before letting out a drawled sigh. “It was a little over a year after we had landed on Earth, and well, Dive had asked me out to a movie.”

 

Tanya’s eyes widened considerably, her beak gaping. “You—you mean, you and—”

 

“No!” Mallory disputed immediately, hitting the blonde duck in the side with a pillow. “Don’t even finish that statement!”

 

“Then what?” Canard urged.

 

Mallory lingered for a moment before spurting, “It was just one teammate hanging out with another. I mean, come on! He and I used to shop all the time together. This was no different, right?

 

“But, well, this time…this time was different. He had an agenda. I should have realized that the second he wanted to take one Duckcycle instead two and I could smell him. Long story short, after he held the door for me and brought the tickets, he tried to kiss me during it, right when Spiderman had saved Mary Jane!”

 

“You’re kidding!” Tanya squealed.

 

“Brave kid,” Duke smirked satisfied. “You wouldn’t even let me call you ‘sweetheart’ without a punch until way after that!”

 

Canard wasn’t phased. “Sounds like the kid.”

 

Tanya’s laugh echoed through the room. “What *HA!* did you *HA! HE!* to *HA AH!*?”

 

“What do you think, Tanya?” A mischievous smirk curled onto Mallory’s beak. “I kicked in the groin and made him walk home.”

 

An uproar of laughter enveloped the room. To Grin, who even let out a brief chuckle, they were no longer on Puckworld. The living room of the Featherburn residence faded into the Main Room of the Pond as the team discussed whatever topic they had landed on that night. And, like most nights, it involved something Nosedive had done prior. On the coffee table was a mixture of food—Chinese, Italian, a little Thai, and even a papaya. Dressed in normal clothing, the ducks wore their comm. units, a faint reminder that they were not on Puckworld, normal ducks living normal lives.  They were on a foreign planet, people thrown together for no other reason but for the common good of their home planet and for that of another. Family, not of blood, but of bonds, clinging to one another for the simple need to know that they were not alone.

 

The rooms once more blurred as Wildwing turned to Grin, the light that once was the guiding of the Mighty Ducks, dulled to that of a normal man, distraught with no hope. It was nothing more than a reminder that they had returned home, that they had defeated Dragaunus—

 

—that Nosedive was dead.

 

And like everyone in the room, Grin would have elected to stay on Earth if it meant Nosedive was still alive, overzealous and obnoxious as ever, but they didn’t receive a choice. What once was, was no longer.

 

As the laughs lessened and the teammates, friends, and family began to relax, Tanya let out one last giggle, before her story began. “You guys remember the Crystal of Atlantis, right?”

 

“I remember Dr. Droid using it to turn you, Grin, and the kid into Mites on Ice,” Duke smirked.

 

“Well, you know how we never saw the Crystal again after that, not even in the episode where Wildwing went to Atlantis?”

 

“Yeah, you’re right, Tanya,” Mallory agreed, crossing her left leg over her right. “You’d think those Atlanteans would have at least said something about it.”

 

“Well, you guys never knew it, but…the Crystal went missing from my lab a little after Mondo Man showed up.”

 

Canard’s face contorted in confusion. “Where did it go? If it had the power to shrink people, we possibly would have used it against Dragaunus. Its powers could have been…” His voice trailed on as Tanya’s grin widened. He crossed his arms over his chest. “Okay, what’d the kid do with it?”

 

Tanya snorted loudly. “He tried to turn himself into a superhero!”

 

“I should have known,” Canard replied, shaking his head wistfully.

 

“He had a cape and everything! He even tried to situate the Crystal on his chest plate, so that it would be the symbol of his Super Duck motif!”

 

Attempting to catch his breath, Duke gasped in between fits of chuckles. “Oh, I can’t imagine! *AH! HA!* It’s almost as bad as when he stole the Dragon Amulet!”

 

The conversation halted immediately, everyone’s head turning simultaneously toward Duke. Mallory’s beak dropped open, while Canard’s forehead crinkled. Tanya shook her head in denial. Grin blinked.

 

“What!?!” They exclaimed incredulously in unison.

 

“What are you talking about?! You destroyed it after Asteroth opened a gateway to the Dark Zone.” Mallory disputed, throwing her wings in the air.

 

“What?” Canard sent her a pointed glare. He was completely confused.

 

Tanya huffed, offhanded, “A little while after we landed on Earth, Dragaunus transported the team, except Grin, to another Anaheim where an elf prince name Borg was trying to take back his kingdom from the evil Asteroth, an old guy who could turn himself into the dragon. Besides the fact that the creators of our show seemed to be obsessed with dragon and reptiles, we helped restore Borg to power, and he gave us a red jewel to get home. Asteroth tried to take over our dimension with the jewel, and Duke had to destroy the it with the Star Sword that he and Nosedive stole from a green cow-humanoid thing.”

 

Canard nodded, speechless. Finally, he mumbled, “Ah…thanks for that…uh, summary.”

 

“No problem.”

 

“That’s just want it did. Transportation, sweetheart.” Duke interceded with a knowing smile. “In between our two encounters with the Smokie the Fire Dragon, it sent Nosedive into the Dark Zone.”

 

“You’re kidding,” Mallory breathed, stunned. “He went into the Dark Zone? How did he get back?”

 

Duke shrugged and lightly traced an invisible pattern with his forefinger around the end table’s edge. His vision fixed outside into the night, he recalled solemnly, “I don’t know the whole story. Wildwing was pretty closed-beak about it, but I can tell you the kid was shaking like a duckling who had just hatched. His eyes were wide and rapid. His hair was matted, while he was covered in—I don’t even know what! And he just kept babbling about scissors and death and his hair.” Shaking his head forlornly, Duke sighed and turned to the group; his good eye was even fearful. “We’d all seen the kid scared before, but this was beyond that. He was incoherent.”

 

“Why didn’t we know about this?” Tanya questioned softly after a few moments of stillness. “I should have looked him over, made sure there was nothing physically wrong.”

 

“Wing and I did that, but you guys were off doing a photo shoot for Phil and Disney in Florida, remember? You were gone the whole week, and by the time you got home, the kid was more or less the same.”

 

Mallory hung her head and looked about the group. “Why didn’t he ever say anything?”

 

“He was a boy, lost in the depth of his own life and that which he had experienced—his worst fears,” Grin expressed calmly. He slowly opened his eyes and bore them into each member of the group. “We are simply caught in the will of samsara, driven by our actions, our karma. It is through the latter that we, as beings, are judged.

 

“After everything is said and everything is done, our friend was still just a boy, following his older brother, trying to find his place on a team that held him as such and in the alien world, which never truly understood the greatness that was Nosedive Featherburn.”

 

Everyone stared at him, astonished and taken back, Grin’s words sinking into their beings.

 

Wildwing suddenly rose, reminding everyone of his presence.  His face contorted in an pale and rigid expression. “Excuse me,” he whispered before he stumbled from the room.

 

Canard stood silently a second later and took a step toward the hallway, only to be held back as a hand laid upon his shoulder. He cocked his head to see Grin standing there, his brown eyes soft and comforting. “No, he needs to deal with this alone.”

 

Abruptly, a cold wind whipped through the room, blowing through their hair and feathers, startling them all.

 

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears.

When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears.

I held your hand through all of these years,

But you still have…

 

Wildwing slammed his back against the refrigerator as he sucked in wet, ragged breaths, tears trickling down his cheeks. Dropping his head into his hands, he tried to stop his friends’ words from resounding in his head. He couldn’t face what they had said, the reminiscing…the memories…the words…the voice…the scream

 

*GASP*

 

His brother wasn’t coming back. He had to face that fact, but this? This was far worse. He had lived a lifetime with Nosedive. He had watched his brother grow up…and all he wanted to do was forget. If Nosedive was gone, then let him leave.

 

*GASP*

 

Yet, there was no way to stop the unwanted visions arousing in his mind. He couldn’t forget what it felt like to run his hand through his little brother’s hair. He remembered the light in Nosedive’s eyes every time the boy looked up at him, or the smack of the puck when it hit his pads from his brother’s shot, the familiar saying, “Hey big bro!” or the warmth against his side when the two walk the mall, his arm around his baby brother’s shoulders…or…or…

 

*GASP*

 

But…didn’t they others know? They were teammates of Nosedive, too. Don’t they remember that horrific day on the Aerowing, the day it exploded apart, the day they fell from the sky…

 

…don’t they hear the screaming?!

 

They acted as nothing had changed, but everything had. Nosedive wasn’t there. He wasn’t never to sit in between he and Canard again, or play hockey, or harass Mallory. There was never going to be another time when Nosedive depended on him to save his life…

 

His little brother was... was…and it was time to say—

 

*GASP!*

 

His father was right. Canard was right. Even General Ganderflock. War had changed him. He was no longer who he was. Without his brother…WITHOUT HIS BROTHER

 

He slumped against the refrigerator, his body no longer possessing the will to stand on its own. Lightning flickered outside the window against the darkened night as the hail clattered down onto the patio on the other side of the kitchen door. Rolling thunder rumbled through his ears, the howling wind shrilling through the branches of the pine trees…

 

…and blurring with nature’s elements resounded his brother’s dying scream.

 

A bright flash crackled, lighting up the disconsolate kitchen.—

 

—Snowed over, directly in front him on the kitchen floor stood baby Nosedive, holding his arms out to Wildwing, swimming in a huge shirt, covering from his neck to below his little webbed feet. “Wilding,” he asked, his little tongue missing the second ‘w.’ “Will you play hockey with me?”—

 

—Wildwing’s eyes fluttered open, as he stumbled away from the refrigerator, hands in the air as to keep his little brother back, staring frightened at the child that was not there.

 

“No! Stop!”

 

His butt bumped into a hard object, demoralizing him. Pivoting fast, Wildwing leveled his fists defensively at chest height to his enemy—the kitchen table. Thunder boomed as he sighed, his shadow flickering on the wall across from him. For a moment, his shadow had long hair and was shorter, less muscular. A glimmer of light flashed through his mystification, reflecting from a shiny surface below. His vision lingered downward.

 

A coldness seeped into his being as he tensed, a tingling rushing over him. Breathless, Wildwing stared at the picture, his complete, captive attention stolen by its familiarity.

 

It was of he and his baby brother, after they had just arrived on Earth—the same picture he first saw over a week ago when he had ventured into Nosedive’s room. It couldn’t be…it was impossible for this to be it, snug in its frame, completely restored. But he…didn’t he break it?

 

Thunder rumbled outside as pangs of hail befell heavily upon the house like hundreds of hockey pucks slamming into Wildwing’s pads. Rapt, he was unable to tear away. His head swayed back and forth in denial as his eyes drooped shut.

 

*CRASH*

 

*FLASH* A light engulfed the room!—

 

—Nosedive smirked at Wildwing as they entered the house, looking from the empty living room to the bare hardwood floors, whitewashed walls, and finally the staircase directly in front of them. Elbowing his older brother in the thigh, the same height as he, Nosedive spurted, “Race you for the big room.” He took off up the stairs.

 

Wildwing smiled, following his baby brother up the flight of stairs. “Uh-huh! I get the big room! You’re just a squirt!”

 

“No way! I’m cuter! I deserve it!”

 

As Nosedive dove into the first room, Wildwing grabbed his baby brother from behind, his little stubby fingers drumming up and down under the smaller Featherburn’s arms. “Oh yeah? You think so, huh?”

 

Nosedive burst out laughing.—

 

—Wildwing choked back the tears as the laughter drowned into his brother’s deathly scream.

 

“Stop…” He pleaded, smashing his fist to the table. The picture rocked about its wooden edges as Wildwing leaned over, before settling upon the surface once more. A lone tear trickled from Wildwing’s beak and dripped onto glass—onto Nosedive’s face. “Please…I can’t deal with this…”—

 

—“Yo, Wing! Where’re you going?” Nosedive called as he ran out of the house, skates over his right shoulder, hockey equipment in the bag dangling from his left. “Canard’s house is right next door. You don’t have to take your jeep, bro.”

 

Switching the jeep into reverse, Wildwing shook his head. “Nosedive, I’m not going to Canard’s! I told you I have a date today! Go by yourself!”

 

“Then it’ll be two forwards and no goalie. That isn’t much of a challenge, you know.”

 

Wildwing rolled his eyes. “Dive, not now, okay?” He pushed on the gas pedal, the jeep jetting backwards into the street. “I’ll play with you later.”

 

“That’s what you said yesterday! And the day before that!” Nosedive shouted as he threw his equipment at the jeep, the plastic pads clunking against the metal door. “She’s controlling your life! Tell her to back off, huh? You’re my brother, not hers!”

 

“I’m her boyfriend, Nosedive! There’s a difference!” The older brother scowled as he sped around the equipment, almost running it over. “Look, I’ll talk to you about this later.”

 

“Sure! Talk to me about it later! Or tomorrow, or whenever you decide to make time for me because I’m just your brother, not your girlfriend! But, hey, by then I might have all ready bonded completely with Canard and adopted him as my older brother, so I won’t have time for you!” Nosedive grumbled as he turned around and stomped toward the house. “ ‘Go by yourself,’ ” he mocked and stepped onto the porch. “ ‘He’ll play with you now because I can’t socialize or even acknowledge, or God forbid ever be around my little brother anymore. My girlfriend just might freak if I even have a life and a family outside of her. She’s my whole reason for living.’ ”

 

The jeep’s engine died, and the door opened with a click. “You went a little too far there.” Wildwing replied flatly, walking about the back of the jeep and saving Nosedive’s equipment from possible road terrorists.

 

“No,” Nosedive scoffed and fell cross-legged to the patio. “You just said that you couldn’t be bothered with me anymore.”

 

“I didn’t say that,” Wildwing defended indignantly and sat down next to his little brother, laying a hand on Nosedive’s knee. “I meant that she’s important to me, too; that’s all. Not my whole reason for living.”

 

Crinkling his beak and glowering at the powdery snow, Nosedive snapped, “Then why don’t I see you anymore?”

 

“We see each other; it’s just…”

 

“You spend Fridays with her, Saturdays and Sundays and school days…so where does that leave me?”

 

Wildwing sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. A smug smile curled onto his beak as he touched the bottom of Nosedive’s beak and lifted the boy’s head to meet the tear-stained eyes. “It leaves me with hockey equipment to get and a girlfriend to call, okay?”

 

“You mean it?” Nosedive’s face immediately lit up.

 

Wildwing blew up his bangs. “Yeah, well, it seems she’s been too overbearing, so I guess she’ll just have to deal with one or twelve stood-up dates.”

 

Nosedive dove into awaiting Wildwing’s arms and reveled in the warmth and comfort of their presence. “Thanks, big bro!”

 

Hesitating for a moment, Wildwing pulled back from the hug to glare into his brother’s eyes, though didn’t let go. “Hey, Dive?”

 

“Yeah?”

 

Pushing back the stubborn bangs, Wildwing resigned, “Never thank me for spending time with you, baby bro.”—

 

— “NO!” Wildwing backhanded the picture frame. Smashing against the wall, the glass and metal clattered to the floor. “STOP IT! I don’t want to remember!”

 

The thunder clashed outside, the sound waves rattling the kitchen windows. The lightning flickered as Wildwing shunned away from the broken frame, his body casting a shadow against the floor. His knees buckled underneath him, and he collapsed unkindly to the tiles. Breathless, he gripped his hands in fists until his anger subsided to trembling sobs, his hands sinking to his thighs, palms revealed upward. “Please…don’t do this to me…I can’t…You’re—you’re gone…” The last word dispelled from his heart, he let the sobs consume him as he fathomed that which was unconscionable, the one thing that he had never experienced—the end of hope.

 

Nosedive was dead, and nothing he could do would change that. He would never…ever…

 

Tears flowed from his eyes, down his flushed face as the sobs consumed his trembling body, and he was helpless against the onslaught of memories…

 

*GASP*

 

Nosedive’s eyes, rapid and frantic, implored toward Wildwing, begging him for comfort, reassurance—that which Wildwing could not give as the Aerowing rocked toward the ground. For, in front of his own eyes flashed his life.

 

A little peach-feather duckling lied in his arms, cooing happily and smiling upward at Wildwing…a slightly older Nosedive wavered unsurely on new blades, trying his best to stay upon the ice. “Lookie, Wing!” He called to his delight. “I made it! I made it across the pond!”…Nosedive scampered across the courtyard at Junior High, as four leather-clad bullies raced after him. Abruptly, his five books jumbled in his arms spewed onto the ice as the bullies neared. … His blonde hair cut to his beak, Nosedive resembled a member of the Beatles. “Do I have wear this?” He whined toward his father. Dad Featherburn glowered down at him. “Did you have to flood the North Wing of your school?”… Walking inside the pizza parlor, Wildwing laid down two twenty-dollar bills. “A pie for Featherburn.” As Nosedive turned around behind the counter and saw the two bills, his mouth curled into a mischievous smirk, his hands on his hips. “Why so cheap? Last week there were three.” …His eyes danced over the new imports from the Fisticuff Mountains, his heart fluttering with the hope of a blonde teenager, not too tall, not too short. But none fit that description. A cold feeling seeped into his stomach as his hopes fell. No…there was no reason to keep wishing and hoping. His brother was… “Wildwing?” He spun on his heel, his heart skipping a beat. There stood a disheveled teenager, dirty, matted hair, tanned clothing, a bloodied beak, but there his baby brother stood… “That’s my bro!” Nosedive exclaimed at Wildwing, a proud smile upon his face. The Mask was his; leadership of the team was his.  His little brother was there with him.

 

The air thinned as the blaring of the alarm infiltrated the Aerowing, but they weren’t crashing, were they?

 

*GASP*

 

He looked from Tanya to Duke to Grin to…Mallory was missing; a cloud of thick, black smoke infiltrated where she had stood. Cocking his neck to see the other—they all were missing, replaced by a wall of flames! He shunned away as sweat formed on his brow. A piercing pain stabbed into his stomach. He screamed out for his teammates as he fought against his invisible restraint.

 

No one answered.

 

A fierce gush of air slammed his body against the metal behind him. Wincing, he grit his teeth as he opened his eyes. His hands curled around his confinement, his own pilot’s chair. Wind pounded his body; heat burned his pants, then his leg feathers as the fire spread to his part of the ship.

 

*GASP*

 

His eyes darted back and forth searching for his teammates. Where were they?! Where was his brother?!

 

A bloodcurdling scream!

 

“NOSEDIVE!” He called madly as he whirled toward the scream, the lightning flashing through the kitchen. He gasped as he blinked, tears waving from his eyes. He wasn’t on the Aerowing, Nosedive was no longer calling for him, yet his body shuddered violently, the image impressed in this mind, the scream echoing ethereally in his ears. He whimpered as it increased, sending convulsions through his nerves.

 

It wouldn’t end, as much as he wanted it to, as he willed it to. It just resonated, over and over, and over!

 

“STOP IT!” He screamed, knotting his fists in his hair, his body jutting heavenward in vehement desperation. “LEAVE ME ALONE!”

 

Wiping the sweat from his forehead, Wildwing heaved up and down, unable to catch his breath. The scream…he needed an outlet…something…anything…he needed it to stop!

 

Timidly, his legs straightened, his eyes fixated on the one mean of escape. His hands shook violently as tried to hold on his last shred of sanity. He reached for the refrigerator door. There was no turning back now, he told himself. He needed to relax, to unwind, to stop that damn scream! 

 

Gripping the handle—it was cold to the touch. A small smile peeked itself onto his corner beak as he peered inside the refrigerator. On the top level sat a bottle of beer. He had never needed it nor wanted to drink before, but now… it was going to feel good.

 

His hand enclosed upon the can—

 

The wind tore through the backdoor, slamming it against the wall. Wildwing jumped and reeled around, his eyes wide from the excitement, his nerves on edge. The hail clattered against the tiles of the floor. The thunder boomed against the door of the house. The lightning flashed in the dark of the night, illuminating Wildwing’s body. A howling, chilling wind raged into the room, blowing open and banging shut the cabinets, tossing the china from the strainer and crashing it to the ground, bristling along the tiles, picking up the shreds of glass and frame, before swirling about Wildwing, under his arms, about his waist, a shrilling dirge baring in his ears. The thunder roared outside; the lightning crashed, and in the bright, divine light, he felt the presence once more.

 

The scream silenced.

 

A calming still enveloped around him as the light faded and his world remained.

 

The thunder was no more, while the hail bombarded the doorway—nothing. The lightning flashed outside, but no clash followed. The only noise he could hear—his breathing, evenly, in and out…in and out…but he could no longer hear the scream.

 

The hair on his neck prickled. The presence! He whirled around toward the sink—

 

—where stood Nosedive.

 

His baby brother leaned against the sink, a somber smile contorting his beak. Different than Wildwing had last seen him, he was no longer bloody, no longer pleading. Wearing his usual teal tee-shirt, navy overcoat, and denim jeans, Nosedive resembled the rebellious teenager he was—used to be. His peach feathers, a flaming orange, were more vibrant than Wildwing had ever seen them, while his golden hair swayed slowly in the wind. His bangs accented the piercing, intense azure eyes, ethereal almost, that bore through Wildwing.

 

Gasping, Wildwing clenched his shirt over his chest. His baby brother was alive? It couldn’t be Nosedive…it just couldn’t be…Painstakingly, he stepped forward, inching his way toward the person he never thought he’d see again, hear again, hold again. He reached out a hand to the being who looked so much like the person he wanted it to be, who his heart told him it was, but that he just couldn’t…

 

“No…” He strained, his voice raucous. “You’re…you’re dead!” The words choked from his beak.

 

Nosedive’s eyes continued to blaze in the darkened kitchen, only slightly brighter than that of the flickering lightning. He didn’t move. His focus didn’t waver.  He stared at Wildwing, never breaking eye contact.

 

Neither dared Wildwing. The thought that his brother might disappear was too real. He couldn’t lose him again. But…was he actually here, or was this, too, hallucination?

 

Inching timidly, head lowered to his little brother’s height, Wildwing implored softly, “Nosedive?”

 

Concern flashed through Nosedive’s eyes as the little brother extended one arm, his index finger pointing directly to Wildwing’s face, then lingering a few inches below—pointing to his heart.

 

Glancing down, Wildwing picked up his head. “I—I don’t understand.” He stammered, his eyes pleading to his baby brother. “What do you want from me?”

 

His arm dropped as Nosedive smiled longingly. He shook his head facetiously, before once more meeting Wildwing’s eyes with his passionate ones.

 

“To live.”

 

The lightning crashed, the noise exploding within Wildwing’s ears. He clutched the sides of his head as pain writhed through it. He hissed as the alarm blared, the wind howled, and the thunder resounded. The hail once more clattered the tiles, as the noise subsided. He whirled toward the sink—

 

—and Nosedive was gone.—

 

— “Wildwing?” Canard called as he walked from the living into the hallway. “I know you wanted to be alone, but…” He stepped inside the kitchen and halted.

 

The cabinet doors were blown open, while broken china littered the floor. The refrigerator door remained ajar, a solitary can of beer smashed on the floor. The backdoor creaked from the rumbling thunder and the howling wind that roared from outside.

 

Canard raced to the door, hanging his body outward into the roaring storm, but he was too late.

 

Wildwing was gone.—

 

All of me…

 

— Shielding his face from the chastising hail, Wildwing skated furiously down Ice Street before crossing onto Jersey Avenue. He grimaced at the clashing lightning against the glassed building, clenched his teeth at the hail that battered his back and legs, but it didn’t sway him. Gliding pass Center Ice and the rebuilt statue of Drake DuCaine, his eyes burned with determination.

 

Halting at the towering construct, the building shielded him from the hail, though he still blinked rapidly at the harden rain showering the iced pavement. A shadow cast over him as the lightning flashed, illuminating the stained glass with colored excellence.

 

For a moment, he closed his eyes, the lightning crackling in his ears. The wind raged about his body, chilling, yet urging him to go forward—the guidance he needed to continue. His hands hung limply at his side until slowly his fingers rolled into fists, and he pushed off his left skate. He left the safety of the cover and entered defenselessly against the raging storm.

 

Under the slashing letters spelling “DuCaine’s Salvation,” Wildwing sunk to the ground, his skates vanishing in a flash of emerald. Hesitantly, he staggered into the cemetery, mud and remnants of snow splashing onto his white boots. Squinted eyes searched for a particular sight.

 

*CRASH* *FLASH*

 

In the crash of lightning, his entire body lost feeling. Completely numb, he felt a tingling dance on the tips of his fingers, then seep up his hands and wash over his body. His eyes glistened against the depression of hail, focused, fixated upon the dark, oblong vessel that lay across the four pillars holding it above the resignation.

 

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone…

 

“Why are you doing this to me?!” Wildwing raged, a burning sensation eating away at his soul. Eyes blazing, he lifted his fisted forearm to the sky, an opposite finger pointing directly at the curtained chasm. “What do you want from me?! You want me to go on with life like you never existed? You want me to forget the seventeen and a half years that you were living and act like it has had no impact upon me whatsoever?” He clenched his teeth against the resurgent memories, his eyes brimming with tears. “What gives you the right to tell me what to do, huh? You—you’re dead! You’re the one who chose to leave, not me! You chose to die rather than to stay here, and you have the right to tell me what to do with my life now?! Bullshit! I can’t, I won’t live like you were never here! Don’t you realize how much you mean to me? Don’t you realize that I lived for two months after the invasion thinking you were dead, living like a zombie, trying my best to keep a minute shimmer of hope alive? Do you realize that this is even worse?” Suddenly, the anger in his voice dissipated. All that was left was strained hysteria and absolute misery.

 

“There is no hope anymore, baby brother! You’re not coming back, no matter what I do. I can’t search for you and find you like I always have. There’s only a bloodied path of reminiscence that leads me directly here, Dive…

 

“…to your grave.”

 

His fists shaking in front of him, he murmured brokenly, “And where does that leave me?”

 

Gutted sobs choked from his beak as he edged toward the final resting place of his beloved baby brother; trembling hands reached out to touch the…the…Wildwing gasped, as a flash of lightning glimmered off the coffin. Quavering eyes pored over it. Divine white, the coffin was the same color of the chest plate on Nosedive’s uniform. He inched closer, his eyes darting to the glittering teal and gold strips that twirled around themselves along the edge of the coffins, encompassing the entire opening. His hands inches above the cover, he noticed with alarm the insignia of the Mighty Ducks in gold, while a silver inscription embedded underneath read, “Saved the universe, one planet at a time.”

 

His soaked bangs flat against his forehead swished in front of his eyes. The chilling wind whirled about his body as he sniffled, unable to compose himself in the wake of it.

 

“I heard you die,” Wildwing breathed. “I saw you, and…and there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t save you, baby brother. I couldn’t save you.”

 

A whisper followed the resonance, almost dying in the rumbling breeze, “You have no idea what the last three months have been like. My whole life I’ve been trying to avoid this…and we had just been reunited, and I refused to go without you. If I would have listened to Canard and left you on Puckworld, you would have never been on Earth, fighting Dragaunus. You would have never been on the Aerowing that day. It…I—it… is because of me that you… ” He shunned away, unable to look at the coffin. “I tried…I tried so hard never to lose you, and in the end, it’s because of that effort that you’re gone.”

 

“And I just don’t know how to go on,” he continued solemnly, his voice cracking. “I don’t know how to just pick up and live, to let this go. How can I? How can anyone accept that he/she will never see his/her loved ones again? Never hold them, never talk to them, never be able to even sit and feel their comforting weight and reassuring presence next to him.  How can I move on when I lay in bed at night and stare at your bedroom door, knowing that you used to sleep right across the hall? How can I live knowing that you will never be there again or never hear you say, “ ‘Night bro!’ ?” How, Dive? Tell me how to accept this. Tell me how the world keeps going even though my little brother’s dead!”

 

He blinked at the beseeching tone rising in his voice and the tears rose once more in his icy eyes.  Swallowing the saliva that had suddenly flooded his beak, he found himself pleading, “Tell me how to forgive you for leaving.”

 

Furious wind burned his body, swooshing and swishing through the trees, raging the traces of snow about his body. He looked to the sky as the lightning crackled across the stone-curved clouds. “We made it through the invasion together. We survived Earth, didn’t we? Dragaunus couldn’t even tear us apart, and now that we’ve made it back to Puckworld, you’ve decided to quit?!

 

“I refuse to live life without you, Nosedive,” his voice raised octaves as his eyes glistened with tears, yet burned a radiant cobalt. “If these three months have proven, it’s that you’re still here, and I won’t let you go, not like this! This isn’t over! You want to leave?! Well, you should have left when you had the chance because I’m not letting you go that easy! You’ve stayed here, haunted me, drove me practically insane thinking I was seeing you alive. You wanna know what? As crazy as I maybe, as crazy as I might have become, I still know my little brother, and you won’t leave until I concede, until I give up, until I dismiss you. You need my approval to finally rest in peace?

 

“Well, damnit, I’m not giving it! You left me here! You decided to leave! You chose to give up! If there is one thing that I ever taught you was that there is always a way to win! There is always another alternative! When ice came to freeze, you took the easy way to out, and I won’t accept that.

 

“Listen to me, Dive, and listen well. You are the most important person to me. You taught me how to be stubborn. You taught me not accept what life has given me and to demand more. I believed you would always be the last one to say ‘die,’ and when it comes down to it, you were the first. That ends now.

 

“Do you hear me?! I won’t accept what you’ve done! I won’t accept this resignation that you were handed me! You will not give up!

 

 “I WILL NOT SAY GOOD-BYE!”

 

The rolling thunder boomed above him.

 

“I WILL NOT LET YOU GO!”

 

The lightning brightened the navy-onyx sky.

 

“YOU WANT TO REST IN PEACE, THEN IT’S TIME I FOUND MY PEACE! I WILL NOT BE LEFT BEHIND! I WILL NOT BE ALONE!”

 

The hail slammed from the gray tracing clouds, clamoring against the coffin, echoing deathly in this ears.

The howling wind brazed against his exposed feathers, as he focused callously to the casket. His breath ragged, his fingers clutched its cold-metal cover with a deep inhale of the chilling air.

 

“DO YOU HEAR ME?!”

 

He tore open the coffin.

 

NOSEDIVE!”—

 

And though you’re still with me…

 

His lifeless body heaved upward by his chest, breath bursting once more in and out of his lungs. An intravenous line snagged his arm, almost tearing the skin on his arm, while a plastic tube clogged his throat. He hacked, blood and saliva bubbling from his beak. Coughing uncontrollably, he ripped the constriction out of his beak and inhaled the fresh, Puckworld air. Exhausted beyond anything he had ever felt before, the short, ragged blonde-haired teen blinked at the bright light overhead and winced as pain writhed his back, his left arm, his head…

 

Carefully turning his head toward the window, he peered out terribly worried, his eyes searching. “Wildwing?”—

 

I’ve been alone all along…

 

—The heat! It flustered against his cheek, burned against his legs; orange and crimson flames danced about his body. Collapsing to the floor, Wildwing clutched his little legs with his hands, weeping into the knees. Suddenly, two strong, comforting arms wrapped around his shoulders, drawing him closer to her body. Wildwing whimpered as he huddled against the person, choked sobs hiccupping from his terror.

 

“Shhh!” The female soothed, swirling back his short hair with her consoling hand. “It’s okay. Mommy’s here for you, darling. Nothing’s going to hurt you now.”

 

“No!” Wildwing cried into his Mommy’s nightgown. “Nosedive’s dead! I couldn’t save him!” He beseeched up to her soft blue eyes. “The fire! It—It—”

 

“I don’t understand, sweetie.” Momma Featherburn said, her voice soft and calm. She smiled quizzically down at her five-year-old son, his face flushed red, tears trickling from his lively eyes.  “There’s no fire, and who’s Nosedive?”

 

Wildwing hesitantly looked toward the crib, his face scrunched with apprehensive. There stood his father, dressed in teal sweatpants and a gray tee-shirt, rocking his baby brother back and forth in his arms.

“You okay, kiddo?”

 

The baby’s coo bubbled with contentment.

 

His eyes widened, as he touched his little pink forefinger, eyes taking in the whole room. “The burning,” he whispered, then cradling his arms as Wilder carefully placed the baby in Wildwing’s arms. The older brother smiled as the baby curled its hand about Wildwing’s fingers, blubbering and sputtering salvia as he exclaimed with bliss. “You’re safe now, Nosedive. The burning’s gone.” —

 

When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears.

 

—Hysterical, gutted laughter choked from Wildwing’s beak as tears formed in his eyes, the irises darting back and forth. He staggered forward, his finger tips brushing against the dripping metal to the soft, teal velvet and finally over the bottom cloth. The tears trickled down his face, dripping off his beak. A soft smile slowly crept onto it, as relieved sighs formed powdery clouds in front of his face. He couldn’t help as his stomach fluttered with desperate gaiety. An execrating feeling rushed over him as his frantic eyes took in the realization, his muscles sore—strained, exhausted, relieved.

 

His breath suddenly depleted, each inhale of air failing to fill his lungs.  He clutched the side of the coffin as his knees buckled underneath him. His body limp but for his arms, holding him just above the opening, he gaped incredulously into the vessel, unable to comprehend what he was seeing, for what he was a witness. He hadn’t dared to see his brother before, and now…now he knew why.

 

Nosedive’s body wasn’t here.

A stifled scream, barely audible above the wafting wind that tussled his hair, broke the sudden silence of night.

 

 “You’re alive…”—

 

When you screamed, I’d fight away all of your fears.

 

—“Wildwing!” Canard yelped as jumped from the couch and darted across the living room. Quickly sweeping his best friend into an embrace, he spurted, “God, I was so worried! When you—”

 

“Yeah, what was the big deal?” Duke fumed behind Canard, crossing his arms stringently in the doorway. “You just took off like—”

 

Mallory was only a few seconds behind him. “You could’ve been killed in the storm. Worse one—” Her words were lost to Wildwing as she took off his wet jacket and rang it out.

 

“You’re going to catch a—” Tanya placed her hand on his forehead, shaking her head at the warm temperature. “We need to get you—”

 

Taking a deep breath, Wildwing watched, a small smirk creeping onto his beak. He realized now, as the four of them—Canard, Duke, Tanya, and Mallory—swooped about him, each demanding answers, while voicing their concern, what Nosedive had meant. His little brother hadn’t left all alone. All he had to do was open his eyes.

 

“And did you—”

 

“—listen to Canard’s conniption—”

 

“—which could have gotten you killed!—”

 

Shaking his head slightly, Wildwing felt overwhelming blessed. This wasn’t a one person fight, as it never was. He needn’t make it one now.  They were friends, family, he dared say, and they were here for him—always.

 

Over their heads, stood the passive Grin, his eyes a soft honey. He nodded once to Wildwing as his voice rumbled, “Did you find your peace?”

 

Wildwing met his gaze with a simple nod in return before elaborating, “They never truly leave.”

 

*Thwack!*

 

“Ow…” Rubbing his head, Wildwing whined, “What did you do that for?”

 

“For acting like your brother!” Mallory growled, but the vitality lost to strained voice. “What were you thinking going out into that storm? We already lost one member. Wildwing… we don’t want to bury two.”

 

Smiling slightly, Wildwing placed a hand on her shoulder and stared into her eyes,  the royal color and playful mirth returning to his. “It was empty, Mallory. The coffin was empty.”

 

 Her breath caught in her throat as she stared at him, mystified. He turned to the others, their eyes wide, their faces caught with rapt attention. 

 

“Wha…?” Canard sputtered, his voice trailing on as his face crinkled in confusion. “That—that’s just not possible!”

 

“It can’t be empty!” Tanya dismissed, her voice high-pitched. “Puckworld tradition states that if the body isn’t in the casket for at least twenty-four hours prior to burial, the spirit isn’t released to Heaven!”

 

“Nosedive has to be there! Where else would he be?” Duke scoffed, before stopping suddenly, his eyes increasingly brightening. He cocked his head to side, his cheek feathers rosining. “Unless…”

 

“They never truly leave,” Grin proclaimed truthfully.

 

A relieved smile grew upon Wildwing’s face as he gazed at Grin. The others’ head perked upward, each gradually creeping into a smile. Tears slowly trickled down Tanya’s face, her hands folded over her chest. “Thank God,” she murmured.

 

Duke chuckled out loud, crossing his arms and shaking his head. “That’s the kid for ya. Just when you think he’d lost, he just proves ya all wrong.”

 

Abruptly, Mallory swept her hand across her face and fled from the room, a straggled squeal sounding behind her.

 

Canard thumbed after her. “What’s with her?”

 

“Ah, that girl hasn’t been right since we returned. Maybe she’s pregnant,” Duke off-handed.

 

Tanya swatted him on the shoulder. “Duke!” She chastised, before following Mallory’s exit.

 

“Wha? She could be! Or maybe she had too much to drink!”

 

Canard shook his head and guided Duke and Grin into the kitchen to rejoice. Wildwing laagered behind, rising his eyes toward the ceiling with a soft smirk. “You have fun doing this to me, don’t you?”

 

A flicker of light danced across his eyes from the living room, grabbing his attention.

 

“Wildwing,” Canard called, leaning against the kitchen doorframe. “You coming?”

 

Wildwing waved absently. “In a minute!”

 

Meandering into the living room, Wildwing squinted and followed the shimmering light to the endtable. There, the light dimmed, and Wildwing gasped, enthralled. Fully restored, picture frame and glass, sat the picture of he and Dive, smiling on Earth. Shaking his head, he huffed with a chuckle and lifted the picture. They had been through a lot together, first the divorce, Draco, the invasion, even Earth. This, Wildwing could handle.

 

He smiled, the first genuine rapt affection he had had felt in three months. “You are a piece of work, little brother. A piece of work.”

 

And for the first time in three months, Wildwing sighed, his chest not so heavy, the air not so thick.—

 

I held your hand through all of these years,

 

“ ‘Where were you when you found out about the invasion?’ ” Sighing deeply, Wildwing let out his breath gradually and overlooked the thousands of Puckworlders who had made the pilgrimage to the Capital Metropolis, District of DuCaine to see him and his team. So many had come just to see him talk and to honor the Mighty Ducks for what they had done for Puckworld. They crammed into the Center Ice and filtered back in the Metro’s streets.

 

“I was at school.” He answered truthfully, a brief chuckle sounding from his beak, as he raised his head. His voice was light, yet masked, broken. “I was working on my research paper on harnessing quantum energy and how it could be implemented with Puckworld’s current quasar power, yet I was unable to concentrate. My mind was distracted by my little brother. Nosedive was supposed to pick up the birthday cake for my best friend’s surprise party. I realized Nosedive, alone, with a cake, was not my brightest idea. So, I abandoned my paper and went to order another cake…when I saw it.” He paused, swallowing hard to maintain his composure. However, his voice betrayed him. “I had just walked out the North End of the Senior Secondary Wing and into the courtyard when I saw Larken. Eyes fixated into the sky, mouth gaping…yeah, that was mainly Larken, but his shivering gasp sent me a red flag. I asked him what was wrong, but he couldn’t answer. He could only stare into sky. I followed his gaze and squinted to make out this little black and red dot that obscured the sky. I…I didn’t know what it was, but…” His forehead scrunched, and his eyes focused overhead, distant and absent. His heart beat faster; his stomach filled with dread. Blood rushed to his face, as its heat intensified. The people were gone. The buildings and stage faded…leaving him in the middle of DuCaine Senior Secondary Wing courtyard. “I—I saw it. In front of my eyes I saw it, flashing like faded memories, long forgotten. The explosions, the destruction, the pain…I saw my father, my mother holding my little brother, running from the explosions…I saw the Saurians, blasting our people from monitor towers, massacring…” His voice trailed on, as he shook his head curtly, as to rid himself of the memories. When he raised his head, his eyes burned azure. “I saw the Mask.”

 

He turned to his team, his eyes firm upon the person directly behind him. His hands behind his back, legs shoulder width apart, ever the military recruit, Canard was. A brief chuckle under his breath, Wildwing took note of the military uniform his best friend wore. It wasn’t always that way, though.  Wildwing could still see, vividly, the casual attire Canard wore that day, simple navy vest and pants, tan undershirt—the normal dress of a senior at their school. Canard was different now, more rugged, more hoarse, yet a small smile curled onto Wildwing’s beak.  He knew that his best friend would always be there for him, as he was in the past few weeks. The war hadn’t changed Canard Bronzeplume that much.  Canard caught his gaze and nod abruptly. A smile formed on his beak, as well. There was nothing but admiration between them, a respect undefined. Wildwing succeeded Canard as leader, and Canard supported him absolutely.

 

Wildwing turned back to the audience, a new vigor in his words. “I didn’t know it at the time, but it was density to lead the people in front of you into battle. A simple twenty-year-old boy,” He huffed, not exactly understanding Fate either. “I…I hadn’t even decided what to do with my life, let alone become a revolutionary. I guess Fate doesn’t care. It has its own agenda, as it did with me, with the planet…with the Saurians…

 

“They had arrived, and it happened, just like it had hundreds of years ago. And just like that, I saw this ripple next to the first craft, distorting the clouds and calm blue sky. They were here to take over again, and there was nothing I could do to stop them. There was nothing anyone could do to stop them. When they uncloaked, they attacked, callously and mercilessly.

 

“We will never forget what occurred that day. We will not forget the violence and death they brought to our peaceful planet.  We will never forgot those who we lost.”

 

Pause.

 

Wildwing opened his beak to speak, but nothing followed. It was hard to put into words what had happened, what he was feeling.  His eyesight lingered slightly to the left of Grin, where Wildwing’s father stood. Wilder Featherburn wore the official garb of a Puckworld military general—gray pants and a buttoned teal overcoat, though his maroon undershirt could be seen where the buttons stopped and the jacket opened to the collar. Wildwing blinked, realizing just how much his father looked nothing like his brother. Nosedive had taken after their mother, Winter Featherburn, who stood to the right of Wilder, her glistening blonde hair waving slightly in the wind. Her cold blue eyes were focused, determined, yet shadowed by the tears that brimmed her eyelids.  She wore a Mighty Ducks jersey, a little big for her delicate frame, over her teal skirt. On the shoulders were stamped the number thirty-three, his brother’s number.

 

His voice fell to a whisper, as the emotions swelled in his chest. Murmurs slipped through his beak, spilling  gutted cries into the audience. “My brother, like so many, fell victim to the Saurians. He was the last causality of the war, killed in the explosion of our Aerowing after we returned to Puckworld. All he wanted was to live free from the Saurians, to be back home, and he had just achieved it when…when…

 

“W—we were split after the invasion hit. Four months later when we finally found each other, he asked how this could happen. How could the Saurians have so much hatred for us, be so evil to destroy a whole population? How could God allow it happen? Why couldn’t anyone stop it?

 

“I didn’t have an answer for him. Even now, I don’t because I asked the same thing these past few months. How could God allow this to happen? Why did God take my little brother?”

 

An captivated silence descended upon the millions as Wildwing wiped his face and sniffled, breathing deeply in and out. He finally appealed to the people with tired, painful eyes, pleading for some relief. “What I didn’t realize,” he continued, demoralized, “was that with every victory, there is sacrifice. There is bloodshed. Freedom isn’t free. The price we pay …it’s in blood. The blood of our people, the blood of our friends, the blood of our families. There is nothing harder to accept than the resignation in the eyes of the person whom you love the most and know that there is nothing you can do to save him…that no matter what, it is destined to occur… He is destined to die.

 

“How do you cope? How do you move on?”

 

He sighed deeply, his beak still gaping. He struggled with the words as he slowly shook his head.

 

“You don’t…” A whisper resonated upon the Puckworlders, touching each one. Sobs choked from the audience. Tears glistened from people’s eyes.

 

“You never move on. How can you?  I—I saw my little brother die... and I kept seeing him, hearing him. I couldn’t accept the fact that he left because…God, they never leave. They live on in us. They live on in our memories, our hearts.

 

“And they live on in Puckworld. We owe it to them for this invasion not become myth. We owe it to them that their lives, their deaths, be not for nothing. We cannot allow another Saurian to step foot on this soil, to destroy another Puckworld innocent…to kill one more child…

 

“…which is why today, I will enroll in the Legion’s Commissioner Academy, to do my part to preserve Puckworld’s peace and way of life.  I will not stand by again and watch someone’s baby brother die, as I had to do with my own.”

 

He breathed in slowly, the wind whistling softly about his body.

 

“We have a common bond. Not our race, not our planet…emotionally, now. All of us here today were touched by the Saurians, the slaughter of our people. All of us hurt, a wound time cannot even weather. That pain…it get easier, maybe even familiar, but it will never cease.

 

“ It never ever cease until we’ve reclaim those whom we lost….

 

“Until we find our peace…

 

“…and hope in the interim those we lost have found theirs.”

 

 But you still have…

 

A daystar hung limply upon the horizon, its light frayed into hues of rose, orange, and yellow.  Its stubborn light still shone upon those who were left at the grave sight, who had yet to say good-bye. Together, they had decided to go through with the funeral, albeit a few days later.  It was evident after General Featherburn’s investigation that something was amiss. The body that had identified by Dad and Momma Feathberburn was no where to be found. Nosedive’s records in the Resistance had mysteriously vanished, as did any of his government records and schooling. The only thing that proved of Nosedive Featherburn’s existence in the government’s eyes was a death certificate, which left only one thing…

 

…a path for Wildwing to follow.

 

—*GASP*—

 

Void of the black tie and jacket, Wildwing stood in front of the casket, his white undershirt unbuttoned about the collar, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows. The wafting wind wisped through his hair playfully as his eyes stared down upon the coffin. The golden Mask engraved upon the coffin’s cover flickered in the dying light, as the daystar bequeathed the sky to the nightstar. He sighed deeply, his eyes drooping shut. His chest lethargically rose up and down, up and down.

 

With a grunt, he lifted the casket’s cover, his tired eyes poring into the teal velvet.  Bowing his head, he resigned softly,  “I understand now. I…I—I’m sorry I made this so hard. I’m sorry I was ignorant. I should realized that when you love someone, it hurts. It hurts no matter what, and all I wanted was for the pain to stop. I didn’t…I didn’t think of you or what you went through—were going through. You were trying to tell me; you were trying to help me.

 

“You didn’t want to go…

 

“…and you couldn’t go...

 

“…without knowing I could live without you.”

 

—*GASP*

 

The bloodcurdling scream!

 

His rapid eyes ricocheted, widened with desperate fear.

 

“NOSEDIVE!” —

 

Empty, void of feeling, the wind simply meandered lazily about his body, ruffling the remaining snow from the empty branches.

 

“I’m sorry, but…I can’t. I can’t live without you, and… now I know…

 

“…you couldn’t die without me.

 

“I won’t let it end like this.” He promised, a new vigor edging into his gruff voice. His eyes opened, a piercing, icy blue.  “I will search for you, and I will find you, no matter where you are.” He looked heavenward into rosy-orange sky.

 

“I promise you that, baby brother. We will together again…”

 

—Wildwing’s wide, panic eyes met Nosedive’s, afraid and tear stained. His little brother’s softened suddenly. Desperate realization flooded through Wildwing. He knew… —

 

—“Until then…” His fingertips lightly brushed down the opening of the casket, his eyes glassed over.  “I will always remember you …and know, I will always love you. Nothing—nothing will ever change that.”

                                                                                                                    

In one swift motion, the coffin was slammed shut, never to be opened again. —

 

— *GASP*

 

The sounds rushed into his ears—the blaring alarm, the howling wind, the screeching air wisping pass the blown hole…

 

Wildwing stretched his arm, grunting, blood expelling a gash on his forearm, the fire surging about him…  

 

He needed to hold his baby brother…one last time…

 

The light flickered from a shred of broken glass, drawing his attention.

 

 His trembling eyes widened with horrid realization.

 

It was too late.  

 

The Puckworld ice glistened through the shattered windshield, welcoming them home.

 

*GASP*

 

All of me…

 

For the ending, please read “Reclaimation” in “Fighting Change.”