Disclaimier: Angelbaby owns Shane!

 

“Separation Anxiety”

Chapter One: Riff

It wasn’t the first time he had seen his son like this, Harper Flashblade reflected darkly, and he doubted it would be the last. Standing in the doorway of their house, the father looked down at his teenage son, the boy sitting on the front stairs, gazing up thoughtfully at the stars. A brief, reminiscent smirk edged onto the corner of his beak as he remembered how his best friend used to do the same thing when he was stressed and worrying about his wife. It was only fitting that when Nosedive worried about his brother, he did the same thing. The marvels of nature versus nurture never ceased to amaze Harper, nearly ten years after adopting his son.

Opening the door, he walked out onto the stoop and let the door click shut behind him. Sighing, he took a seat next to the teen and gazed heavenward.

“Huh? They don’t seem to have changed since last night. Still there. Still glowing.”

“Actually, they probably haven’t glowed in a thousand years or so,” Nosedive commented dryly, leaning back onto his elbows.

“Then what’s so mystifying about them?”

Nosedive shrugged absently. “I dunno. I guess…never mind.”

“You’ve been out here a lot lately,” Harper pressed, glancing over at his son. “There’s got to be something about them that captivates your attention like this.”

The teen shrugged again.

“Kiddo, what’s wrong?” Harper spurted, his voice tinted with worry. He hadn’t wanted to sound so concerned, but it couldn’t be helped. He was that concerned.

“Nothing, Dad, okay? It’s nothing,” Nosedive dismissed quickly, maybe too quickly.

“Doesn’t sound like nothing. Definitely isn’t nothing when I get a call from the principal, and he tells me you beat up three upperclassmen.” Harper regarded his son with a steady glare. “That isn’t nothing, son.”

“They were being jerks!” Nosedive defended indignantly. “And they attacked me.”

“Nosedive, that’s not like you. You don’t use violence as a way to handle your problems. If I remember correctly, you were the one who told me to get in touch my peaceful side and quit the army.”

“I told you that you needed a more peaceful karma,” Nosedive corrected.

“Don’t change the subject, kiddo. You’re still in trouble.” Harper said, playfully smacking his son on the back of his head. “Now, come on, Dive. What did they say?”

            Another shrug.

            “Did they make fun of you again for getting trapped by Dragaunus? About living on Earth for a while? Did they want to see the remnants of the Stigma?”

Nosedive rolled his eyes, but remained silent and looked upward again to stare at the stars.

Harper didn’t like this. His son always talked to him, always told him what was wrong. That meant whatever was bothering Nosedive was painful and too close to his heart.

“Son,” Harper said with a forlorn sigh, “is this about Wildwing?”

Nosedive’s head dropped to his chest, and he stared bitterly at the ground. “He said he wouldn’t be gone long. He said a few weeks, tops,” he griped despairingly.

“I know, but he’s looking for his family. He’s probably somewhere where the communications lines haven’t been reconnected yet.”

“It’s been five months, two since he called! He said he would contact me every week!” The teen burst suddenly, sitting up and dragging a hand through his long hair. “What happens if he’s dead? What happens if he went to the front lines to find Shane, and he was shot or something! I would never know, and here I am, pining away for him like a stubborn ass, waiting for him to come back, and he died a day after calling me!”

Harper wrapped a tight arm around his son, offering a demonstrative squeeze. “Hey, come on. Wildwing’s fine, all right? And to prove that, first thing tomorrow, I’ll go and check on the K.I.A. list, but you’ve got to promise me something if I’m going to shuffle through thousands of names.”

“Like what?” Nosedive grumbled.

“You’ll stop beating people up at school. The principal was this close,” Harper indicated with a space between his forefinger and thumb, “to suspending you. One more fight and it’s a week out, and you know what that means.” His voice was full of knowing mirth.

Nosedive sighed exasperatingly. “Aw, come on! Do not make me work for you and your general friends. I’m eighteen now. I’m above that. And it’s totally bugging! ‘File this!’ ‘Don’t forget to give this to General Bah-Bah!’ ‘And you better not get pizza stains on that, or I’m telling your father!’ ”

“You’re not above filing and being a go-for as long as you live under this roof, kiddo.”

“Ah, bite me, Dad.”

“What?”

“Ah…” Nosedive laughed nervously, “It’s just an Earth saying, Dad. Means…uh… ‘Fine,’  you know? ‘Got it’ type of thing.”

“Why do I have a feeling you’re making that up?” Harper shook his head. “When Wildwing gets back, I’m asking him what that means, and you’re in big trouble if it means something different.”

“If he gets back…”

“You’re moping too much,” Harper reported disapprovingly, nudging his son in the gut. “Look, I don’t know if the last two years have sucked your memory, but your hatching day is coming up next week. We still have to make plans. C’mon, where do you want to go?”

Nosedive thought for a moment, eyes focusing on the ground pensively. His smooth forehead scrunched with little crinkles. Finally, he let out an aggrieved sigh. “You know, Dad, I really don’t feel like going anywhere. Can’t we just stay home?”

“Sure we can, kiddo, but I really want to get you out of here. All you’re doing is to getting into fights and worrying about your brother. Can’t I at least take you snowboarding? You love doing that.”

Wildwing took me…back on Earth…” His voice trailed off, and he once more looked for solace from the stars.

Harper rubbed the back of his neck and scowled. “Fine. We’ll stay home, but I’m getting you out of the Metro later this year, okay? You’ll come with me on a business trip or something, and we’ll get away for a few days. Sound good?”

He shrugged. “Yeah. Great.” His words were flat, devoid of feeling.

Okay, time to bring out the big launchers…

“Well, if we’re not going away for your hatching day, a colleague of mine expressed interest in meeting you and said next week would be a great time for him. Is that okay?”

“Sure. Whatever.”

Maybe he could get a three-word answer next. “It’s on your hatching day.”

“What!” Nosedive rebelled, which gained a smirk from Harper. “Dad, come on! I’ll meet another one of your boring coworkers who have an affinity to know the Mighty Ducks or ‘the kid with Dragaunus’s Stigma’ but come on! On my hatching day?”

“Oh, come on, Dive,” Harper mimicked his son’s tone almost perfectly. “It’s only for an hour.”

Hmmp. Five minutes.”

“Forty-five.”

“Ten.”

“Thirty.”

“Fifteen.”

“Twenty-five.”                                                                                                           

“Eighteen.”

“Twenty.”

“Eighteen.”

“Twenty.”

            Eighteen.”

            Twen-ty, and I keep this up as long as you can.”

            Nosedive grumbled, then put out his hand. “Fine, twenty. You know, Dad, you drive a hard bargain.”

            Harper smiled, accepted the hand, and wrapped an arm around his son’s shoulders. “Nosedive?”

            Nosedive looked up at his father. “Yeah, Dad?’

            “You are stubborn.”

            “Well, it runs in the family.”

            “…Don’t I know it. You know, your father—”

            Nosedive snorted, scoffing, “Nurture, Dad. It’s all from nurture.”

*^*^*

            Harper looked down at his watch for the fifteenth time and scowled. Nosedive was late. Not that he expected anything different, but he emphasized the necessity to be on-time, if not early, for this function.

            Harper glanced down at this clock again. “Damn it.” It hadn’t even been a minute. Crossing his arms with a huff, he looked back at the blue colonial house with red shutters and a white door. It faintly resembled his and Nosedive’s house on the other side of the Metro, but was bigger than theirs by far. However, the neighborhood was almost identical. It was a place to raise kids, as he knew well. Prior to adopting Nosedive, he had looked in this area. The only thing that kept him from buying was the person living in this house behind him.  

            A faint roaring caught his attention, and the general turned on his heel. Ah, finally.  Nosedive turned onto the road, then barreled down the street, driving faster than legally possible, his motorcycle growling out exhaust. Screeching to a stop behind his father’s car, he kicked down the stand and un-straddled his bike.

            “You’re late,” Harper grated, striding up to his son.

            Nosedive sent his father an exasperated glare, then tugged off his helmet. “No, I’m not. I’m right on time. Get a new watch.” He raked a hand through his straggly hair, then pulled back his leather jacket’s sleeve to reveal his watch.

            “Your watch is late.”

            “Your watch is early.”

            Harper grabbed his son’s wrist as the boy went to put his helmet down, and stared at it ruefully. “Yours is Earth junk.”

            Dropping his helmet with a clunk, Nosedive studied the watch. “No, it’s not. You brought it for me last—” He stopped in mid-sentence, eyes widening at the weasel peeking out of the side of it. “Huh. Well, what do ya know? It is.” He shrugged, then unzipped his leather jacket. Under the teal coat was a white shirt with a teal and maroon over shirt that cut just below his jeans’ waistband. A brown, wooden chain snuggly held his neck, but it, in no where shape or form, resembled the brilliance of the H.O.C.—Key.

            Harper looked away, remember with disconsolate disdain how hard it was for his son to give up the lavaliere. It had to be preserved for future generations, the military scientists and lab rats had deemed. The Prime Leader had agreed with a morose heart, and Nosedive was forced to relinquish his relic. It seemed his son still needed something around his neck, though, no matter how mundane.

            As his son looked up at him, finally presentable for the introduction, Harper headed toward the door. “Now, please try to be civil, Nosedive. I know you don’t want to do this, but it’s only twenty minutes.”

            Nosedive climbed the stairs to the door, side-by-side with his father. “Not according to my watch. Seventeen minutes and twenty-six seconds.”

            “The time starts when the door opens, and you’re getting a new watch.” He affirmed brusquely, depressing the doorbell. A ring clanged inside the home, causing Nosedive to sigh in mute frustration.

            “Lighten up, will you?” Harper murmured under his breath. “You’re acting like I’m bringing you to a dignitary function.”

            “I hate those, but these,” he motioned furiously with his hand, “are worse. All these people fawning over me and sending their daughters my way like I’m on The Bachelor.  Then, I have to politely reject them a rose before they burst into tears when I say I’m seeing someone.”

            “But you’re not seeing someone,” Harper pointed out.

            “But they don’t know that.”

            The door handle swiveled with a creak, grabbing Harper and Nosedive’s attention.

            “Be nice,” the father reminded tersely.

            “Nineteen minutes, fifty-eight seconds,” Nosedive claimed, equally as crisp.

            Harper elbowed his son in the side, as he put on his company smile.

            “Hey, Harper,” the tan mallard in the doorway greeted, putting out his hand. “Good to see you again.”

            Harper accepted with the hand and shook it firmly. “Nice to see you, too, Shane. I’d like you to meet my son, Nosedive.” He put an arm around his son’s shoulders, and when the teen refused to even meet eyes with the tan mallard, slapped the boy lightly up the back of his head.

            “Hey,” Nosedive responded drearily and gazed up. 

The tan mallard glared at Nosedive through his sharp, but amused blue eyes. His face was warm with an inviting smile, while his body was built, but not overly so. His tan feathers and hair were a perfect match.

He reminded Nosedive of someone, and it annoyed the younger mallard to no end that he couldn’t immediately place whom.

“Come on,” the tan mallard urged with a tilt of his head, “everyone’s out back.”

“Everyone?” Nosedive echoed lowly, but his father just pushed him inside.

The house was rather large, Nosedive took note, as he walked about the living room. The area contained at least two couches and three chairs, signaling a bigger family—or at least bigger than Nosedive’s. The family must have been affluent, which was strikingly obvious by the wall-mounted E.W.R., the large entertainment center, and of course, the crowning evidence, the book on the end table—a conversation piece. From Nosedive’s experiences, anyone with a conversation piece needed a conversation piece for entertaining guests. Any person not rich would only invite friends over, therefore, never needing the assistance of a conversation piece.

As he walked into the kitchen, he noticed the abundant of yellow that captivated his sight. The curtains, the oven mitt, the countertops—it was like he was on the Yellow Brick Road. However, all that faded when he looked out the sliding glass doors, pass the small deck and out into the backyard.

People—everywhere.

“Uh, what’re all these people doing here?” Nosedive sputtered nervously. He turned around to flee, only to be caught by his father and turned back.

“Come on, kiddo.” Harper forced his son with gentle roughness out the door and onto the deck.

“But—BUT—”

“Surprise!”

 Frozen on the deck from the overwhelming exclamation, Nosedive stared, speechless and unhinged, out of the throngs of people. They were all older than he by a good number of years, while each held a cup up as if toasting to him. Scanning over the area, he noticed the streamers hanging from the side of the deck, while a huge cake and various foods were arranged on tables throughout the backyard. If he didn’t know better, he would have swore this was a hatching day party, but…

“I don’t know one of you,” he finally said out loud, breathing deep in an attempt to curb his nervous tendency of hyperventilation.

“Sure you do, kiddo,” a white mallard stepped out of the crowd, putting his cup down on a nearby table.

Nosedive gasped. Same white hair and feathers, same teasing nickname, same twinkling blue eyes, warm, affectionate smile—

“WILDWING!” Nosedive vaulted off the deck and dove into his brother’s awaiting arms, gaining a grunt from Wildwing from the force he slammed into his brother. Nosedive took comfort when those arms wrapped around him tightly. He nuzzled his beak in Wildwing’s chest and reveled in the sheer knowledge and solace that his brother was here, embracing him, and—Thank the Stars!—still alive.

“I missed you, too, baby bro,” Wildwing commented facetiously.

Nosedive pulled out the embrace suddenly and smacked his brother on the arm. “Where the hell were you? You said you wouldn’t be long! You said you’d call every week!”

“I know.” Softer. “I know, but…”

Another smack.

Hard.

“OW! Dive—”

“That was two months ago!” Nosedive shouted at his brother, his voice rising startling over the crowd. “How could you do that? I thought you were dead!”

“Nosedive, will you just—” When Nosedive’s fist hurled toward the older brother, Wildwing seized him by the wrist, effectively saving himself from more pain. “Will you just listen to me for two seconds?”

“Why should I? You couldn’t even be bothered to pick up a phone!”

“Hey, it wasn’t our fault, kid,” Canard interjected soothingly, slipping from the crowd to Wildwing’s side. “It wasn’t like we were in an area with communications.”

Nosedive wrestled his wrist from Wildwing, sparring his brother an acidic look before embracing his brother’s brother. “Hey, Canard. Long time no see.”

Sending his brother an amused look, to which Wildwing returned with a roll of his eyes, Canard held the younger mallard—

Ow! What the hell did you do that for?”  He reclaimed his arm, rubbing it vigorously at his bicep.

“Because you were with him! There was no way to get any communications back to me, especially since you know who’s my father?”

Canard and Wildwing exchanged commiserating expressions before finally, Wildwing just shook his head. “Happy Hatching Day, kiddo.”

Nosedive pierced him with a scrutinizing glare. “And that just makes up for it all.” Sarcasm dripped from his words.

“Hey, we threw you a party,” Canard defended. “What more could you want?”

“Party!” He suddenly blushed and once more noticed the crowd of people surrounding the three of them. They stared directly at him with a mixture of amusement and bewilderment.

“Uh, Wildwing?” Nosedive leaned forward and whispered, “I don’t know any of these people.”

“I know!” Wildwing exclaimed. “That’s why I invited them. They’re all my friends and family. I’ve been searching for you for so long that everyone here knows I have a brother. So, I figured it would be great for you to finally meet them and vice versa.”

“Oh,” Nosedive nodded, his eyes nervously darting, eyeing the people.

“Oh, Stars, kid,” Canard said bemusedly, “are you shy?”

“NO!” The nineteen year old scoffed; however, his cheeks betrayed him as they deepened another shade of red. He was now crimson.

“You are shy! I can’t believe it!”

“Hey guys?” Wildwing addressed the party-goers. “Why don’t you talk amongst yourselves, huh? We’ll get back to you.” Draping his arm about the teen’s shoulders, Wildwing led Nosedive toward his father as a clamor of voices once more rang out in the backyard.

“Uh, thanks, big bro,” Nosedive sighed, slumping against his brother. “I just…wow.”

“Don’t worry about it, Dive. I just didn’t think you could get shy. I mean, you were always rambunctious during hockey games and publicity stunts.”

“Those were strangers, not your family,” Nosedive pointed out flatly.

Harper shook his head and tasseled his hair. “My son, reticent. When did this happen?”

“He’s afraid of meeting my family,” Wildwing explained shortly, still holding his brother in an one-armed hug. “Don’t worry about it, kiddo. The immediate family already loves you.”

“I haven’t met anyone yet….Well, besides Canard…” His voice trailed on, confused.

“Really?” The tan mallard to Canard’s left shifted, crossing his arms. “What do you call me?”

Nosedive studied the tan mallard before transferring his gaze to the mallard on Canard’s right. He quickly shifted it back. Growling internally, he slapped his forehead. “Stars! Shane! I—I didn’t even notice. I’m so dense!” He once again shook the tan mallard’s hand. “Sorry. Sometimes I need a puck to the head to get things.”

“Ah, more similarities between you and Wildwing,” the significantly older mallard smirked.

Wildwing scowled derisively at his older brother. “Yeah, well, wait until you see him eat. It’s a lot closer to you.”

“So, when did you get back?” Nosedive asked. Pushing up onto his tippy-toes, he glanced over Wildwing’s shoulder.

“Still haven’t grown, have you, kiddo?” Wildwing laughed, ruffling his brother’s hair.

“Cake,” Nosedive emphasized, bouncing up and down on his toes. “You have cake!

“Cake? I hadn’t noticed.” Canard laughed, nicking in chin with his fist. “You want some, kid?”

“As long as it’s chocolate.”

Shane chuckled at the exuberance bubbling from younger mallard.  “You’re right,” he commented with a roaring laugh. “I already like this kid.”

Harper glanced down at his watch as he watched Nosedive meander across the yard. “Fifteen minutes.”

*^*^*

            “So, Dive, Harper tells me you’re getting into fights at school.”

            Nosedive froze in his seat, feet up on the table, fork sticking out of his beak. Eyes wide, practically bugging out of their lids, Nosedive swallowed hard and tugged the fork from his beak. “When?”

            “I’ve been home since late last week, and,” Wildwing shrugged, “he told me you’re doing well but almost got suspended.”

            Nosedive stared at his brother incredulously. “You’ve been home since last week!”

            “You’re changing the subject,” Wildwing retorted sharply.

            “Now you’re changing the subject.”

            Wildwing took a deep breath, letting it out reservedly. “Look, we’ll discuss your problem first, then mine, okay? Now, why are you fighting in school?”

            Nosedive shrugged absently, giving his rapt attention to the cake, already mostly eaten on his plate.

            “This is as far as I got,” Harper divulged with a scoff.

            “You’ve never been like this, Dive,” Wildwing eased, his voice tinged with worry. He placed his cake down on the table and wiped his beak with a napkin. “Come on, kiddo. Talk to me.”

            “It’s nuthin’. They’re just jerks. Can’t we leave it at that?” Nosedive griped, shoving his plate away. He wasn’t in the mood to eat anymore.

            Canard sent the plate a pointed glare before shaking his head. “Sorry, kid. It’s not that easy. You can’t just go around fighting in school. It’s not healthy.”

            “Hey, it’s sport to me. They hardly landed a punch, and there were three of them.” The boy raised his chin derisively high, a disdainful smirk etched on his beak.

            “Three-against-one?” Shane asked, riveted. “Not bad, kid. Not bad at all.”

            “Shane, you’re not helping,” Wildwing let out an aggravated sigh. “Look, Dive, is this about me leaving? Are you angry at me for not being here?”

            Nosedive scowled, rubbing his palm tensely with the opposite hand’s fingers. “No, I’m not angry about that. I’m angry you didn’t call, but I’m not angry at you for looking for your family.”

            Wildwing sighed loudly, appealing to his family for some sort of help. Canard simply shrugged, while Shane exchanged an uncertain glare. He looked to Harper, who rolled his eyes and finally leaned over to Nosedive.

            “Nosedive, we all care about you.”

            “Then why does this seem like an interrogation?” Nosedive shot back.

            “Now, I’ve been in an interrogation,” a fond, accented voice recalled from behind him. “Trust me, kid. This ain’t nothing like one.”

            Startled by the abrupt voice, Nosedive jumped in his chair and swirled around. “Uncle Duke?”

            Duke L’Orange wore his usual crooked smile that lingered just on the edge of his beak. He looked almost like a normal duck. Almost. Wearing faded jeans and a maroon turtleneck, he appeared to be nothing more than a high-society drake—if not for the trench coat and patched eye.

Tussling the teen’s shorter, blonde hair, Duke redirected his attention to the table. “You started without me? Wildwing, you told me you would wait.”

            “I would have waited if you would have called, which, of course, you didn’t.” The younger white mallard said pointedly, a skeptical smile upon his beak.        

“Ah, cover for me, will you? I’m at least trying to act like a normal uncle.”

            Nosedive couldn’t help but scoff in the form of a disdainful snort. Duke was anything but normal. In the last six months since the Mighty Ducks have returned home, he had disappeared from conventional living, even though he had been exonerated by the higher ups of Puckworld of all his crimes because of his role in the Resistance. He was more of a shadow, popping in and out of Nosedive’s life. The first time the teen had seen his uncle after he had left initially was at school. After his first hockey game, Duke had appeared from out of the shadows of the locker room to congratulate him on the hat trick, and when the teen leaned over to grab his book bag and asked his uncle if he would join he and his father for dinner, Duke was gone. The second time was at one of Nosedive’s band’s gigs, and then the former thief disappeared just as lithely. Since then, practically all the times he had seen Duke were just as brief, except for one dinner with Harper and he, and while Nosedive had no evidence to the contrary, he was highly skeptically Duke had returned to a life of crime. 

            “So, we’re calling Duke ‘Uncle’ now?” Wildwing’s amused voice pierced through Nosedive’s contemplation.

            “Well, yeah,” the teen replied, exuberance only exacerbated by Duke’s presence.  He was saved! “I just figured since Dad has no brothers or sisters, this is the only chance I’m going to call anyone ‘Uncle.’ I mean, I have a better chance of being called ‘Uncle’, y’know?”

            “So.” Duke dragged a seat over from the edge of the deck and sat down backwards next to Nosedive, resting his arm across the back. He stared unflinchingly into the boy’s eyes. “Why are you fightin’ in school?”

            “This is a phantasm!” He dropped in his head into hands. “It’s my hatching day for Stars’ sake! Can’t we just celebrate me?”

            “Nope.” Shane spoke gently. “Come on, kid. What’s going on?”

            “Nothing!” Nosedive bit with resentment. His hands dropped to his knees in fists. “There’s nothing going on, okay? What is this? ‘Gang up on Nosedive Day’?”

            Duke snorted. “Nah, but it could be.”

That was a relief—not. “Well, don’t make it. This is between me and those guys, okay? It’s not my fault their jealous of me and Wing.”

“Ah, now we’re getting somewhere,” Canard declared hopefully. He edged up in his seat, leaning an elbow on the table. “What about you and Wing?”

“Stars,” Nosedive griped under his breath. Placing his elbows on his knees, he brushed the hair from his face. “Can’t we just forget it? It’s not like it’s going to happen again, anyway. You guys are back, so they’ll just leave me alone.” He scowled, resting his arms across his knees and his head upon them. Now with Wildwing and Canard back in life, they wouldn’t have a reason to make fun of him. Maybe the Stars liked him after all.

            A sudden tension engulfed the table, noticeable to Nosedive. As he reticently raised his head, a sinking knot formed in his stomach. His brother wore an awkward expression, one Nosedive couldn’t quite translate. However, he knew he didn’t like the look of it. His apprehension only increased ten-fold when Duke laid a comforting hand on his shoulder, and his father rubbed his back in a consoling rhythm.

            “You didn’t tell him, did you?” Wildwing managed to whisper through his tightened jaw.

            “Tell me what?” Nosedive looked frantically from his brother to his father, then back to his brother. “What’s going on?”

            Harper simply shook his head. “I couldn’t. I figured we could wait until after today, but…”

            “What!” Nosedive demanded insistently. “What is it? What’s wrong?”

            “Nosedive,” Wildwing began in a solemn tone. He took a reinforcing breath, then cursed under it. Rubbing the back of his neck, he let his arm drop and finally met Nosedive’s eyes unwavering. “Kiddo, Canard and I enlisted.”

            Nosedive blinked, pulling his neck backwards. “Enlisted? In what?”

            “In the Legion,” Wildwing confessed in a curt manner.

            “Oh—kay…and…this is a bad thing, why?” He studied his brother through cynical eyes. It wasn’t like the thought never crossed his mind. It was only natural with the battles and the remaining Saurians still on Puckworld that Wildwing would one day enlist and head into the “uncivilized zones,” as they were called. Out of reach from communications, deserted sections of the planet with no civilians, collateral damage, and only the unrelenting warfare between the Puckworld military and the remaining Suarians, “uncivilized” was the only fitting name for the areas.

            Well, except “premature death,” maybe.

            Wildwing seemed to comprehend his confusion and elaborated, “Nosedive, Canard and I have been in the ‘uncivilized zones’ for two months now; that’s why I didn’t call you.”

            Oh.

His lungs snagged his breath, failing to take air in.

He didn’t expect his brother to have been out there fighting already.

His mind shut down as he laboriously had to fight for oxygen to enter his system.

Wildwing shouldn’t have been out there yet. He needed to train. That took at least a year.

He blinked; particles of snow filtered into his eye sight, drowning out his vision in an a blizzard of white.

It was okay, Nosedive told himself. Wildwing was here now. He had been there, so that meant he was coming home—to stay…right?

As if Wildwing sensed his panic, the older brother continued forlornly, “I—I—Well, Canard, Shane, and I were able to get furloughs to come back for your hatching day. We’re only allowed one per year, and I knew I had to tell you I wouldn’t be back for a while, so…”

“Wait.” Nosedive breathed, his hands out as if to brace himself for the answer. “Tour? As in ‘tour of duty?’ You’ve already been assigned a tour of duty?”

“Yes.”

“When? How?”

Wildwing was hesitant, which unnerved Nosedive to no end. “Well…When Canard and I went to look for Shane and we found out he had enlisted, we figured we might as well, and then…”

“Did you know about this?” Nosedive accused his father. He shook Harper’s hand off his back. “Did you know he enlisted?”

Reluctantly, Harper answered in a flat tone, “Yes.”

“When?”

            *sigh* The week he signed on. I received a memo from the front lines reporting members of the Resistance strike force had joined the fight.”

            “Why didn’t you tell me?” Nosedive spouted breathlessly, horrified.

            “I didn’t know how to.”

            “I can’t believe this.” The teen knotted his hands in his hair and shook his head vehemently. “I can’t believe you did this. I can’t believe all you did this!” He sprang from the table, hitting it on his way up and knocking over food and drinks. “How could you do this without even talking to me?”

            “Nosedive, it wasn’t like I had a choice. I was there. I would have to have—”

            “What? Walked to the nearest town! Sent a telegraph, a memo, something!” The teen blew out an aggrieved sigh and affixed with his brother with a intolerant gaze. “How long?” His demand was gutted, exasperated.

            Wildwing met his brother’s glare dolefully. In an equally despairing voice, he responded, “…Seventy months.”

            Nosedive closed his eyes, crestfallen. “That’s five years.”

            Wildwing rose from his seat, only to be met by a hand put up.

            The teen didn’t want to be consoled. It hurt, almost more than when he thought his brother wouldn’t accept him for being a slave or a former gang member. A searing pain seeped into his chest, while a furious anger balled in his fist deplored to tears as his hand laxed.

            While the thoughts reeled in his mind unbound, how his brother could die, how the bond they had worked together to build through overwhelming circumstances could be shattered in the time it took a Saurian to aim and pull the triggered, how the person who cared for him when no one else did might not be there the next hatching day to hurt him, one selfish thought maintained.

            “They were right,” he murmured brokenly. “They were right.”

            “Who was right?” Wildwing echoed unsurely. His voice incensed with volume. “What are you talking about?”

            “That you were just concerned with me on Earth!” Nosedive exploded suddenly. He knew he was wrong. He knew he shouldn’t, but he was too hurt. The pain was too much to just ignore and go on with life like nothing was wrong. “That now that you were back on Puckworld, you don’t care about me anymore! And it’s true! I was only something to amuse you back on Earth! You went back to your family; you enlisted to be with them. And now here I am, stuck at home and just waiting to get that damn letter to find out you’re dead!”

“Who said that to you!Wildwing demanded. “Who told you that?”

“It doesn’t matter, does it? They were right!”

Stepping on his seat, using it as a platform, Nosedive vaulted over Duke. Without a glance back, he ripped open the glass door and dashed into the house.

“NOSEDIVE!” Wildwing shrilled wildly, but it was too late.

A moment later, the roaring sound of a motorcycle pierced the silence that had engulfed the party, and the guest of honor was gone.

*^*^*

            “Ah, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be,” Tremaine Fowlen commented as he sauntered out of the movie theatre, stuffing the remaining popcorn from the bottom of the bag into his beak. His purple-tipped tan hair swayed in the wind, though it didn’t cross his eyes like his best friend’s did.

            Next to him, Nosedive Flashblade scowled bitterly. “This bites.” He stuffed his hands into his pockets, sheltering them from the biting cold gusts.

            “Well, that’s one way of looking at it.” Crumpling up the bag and depositing it in a nearby trash can, Tremaine thumbed toward the store with the shimmering yellow sign that read, “Game On Arcade.” “You wanna defeat the evil zombies from the Galaxy Deathra?”

            “It bites,” was the only, icy reply. It was cold enough to freeze the wind.

            “Al-righty, wanna get some pizza?”

            “Still bites.”

            “Huh. How about practicing with the band? Kallie and Slapshot might be up for it.”

            “That bites.”

            “The band or the idea?”

            “Both bite.”

Ooooohhhh-kay. Wanna shoot some pucks?”

            “Bites supremely.”

            Ducking his head, Tremaine peered left, then right with lively eyes. Luckily, no one was watching or listening to them. “Hockey does not bite, dude,” Tremaine retorted softly, “and watch how loud you’re saying that. I don’t want to get beaten up on your hatching day.”

            “You bite.”

            Scratching the back of his head, Tremaine suddenly latched onto Nosedive’s coat and dragged him onto a nearby bench. He studied his best friend’s look—bedraggled hair, ruffled clothing, and lost, vacant, ice blue eyes. When his eyes were that color—whatever was wrong was bad. Really bad.

            “Dude, come on. Spill. What’s got you all peeved?”

            Nosedive sucked in a deep, drawing breath before shrugging helplessly, “Everything just…bites.”

            “But I thought you wanted to do something. You were the one on my doorstep pleading to get out and ‘rock the world,’ ” Tremaine quipped. “A movie isn’t rocking the world, dude. Sure, it was Gruesome Goalie XXXV, but still…ain’t really painting the town any color.”

            “Don’t feel like doing anything anymore.” Nosedive leaned forward, resting his forearms on his thighs. With a grim expression and coarse lines of tension etching his face, the teen was the model of distress.

            “Did you have a fight with your father?” Tremaine posed uncouthly.

            A snorted reply.

            “Is this about the fight you had in school?”

            “Can we please just get off that all ready?” moaned Nosedive, crossing his arms.

            “Fine,” Tremaine grumbled. He was almost out of ideas. What else could get his best friend so riled? Ah…then it hit him like a puck to his stomach. “Nosedive…did something happen between you and Wildwing?”

            “He bites!” He cried bitterly,  then leapt from the bench, hit the retrieval buttons on the heels of his boots, and zipped down the busy Metro street. He barely avoided slower skaters and walkers as he maneuvered the hazardous sidewalk. 

            Tremaine gasped, beak agape, as he sat on the bench. Blinking, he finally shouted, “What happened?” before pushing off the bench and hit a button on his boots’ edge. In a burst of green light, a steel blade materialized on the bottom of his boots. Furiously, he skated to catch up with his best friend.

It took him a few minutes—Nosedive skated faster than the wind!—but he finally was able to meet his friend. “Okay *gasp* dude,” Tremaine huffed as he glided off his strain. “Wildwing *huff* and you, what happened? *cough*

            “He just bites, all right?” Nosedive seethed, slowly his speed. He sheered off the top layer of ice, covering his best friend’s boots, when he came to an abrupt stop. “I don’t want to talk about it. Let’s just do something!”

Grasping at every molecule of air, Tremaine clasped Nosedive on the shoulder and levered himself straight. “Whoa. Hold it. *gasp* Ever since you’ve been back, it’s been ‘Wildwing this,’ and ‘Wildwing that,’ and whoever the hell that Canard dude is.”

“Wing’s twin bro,” Nosedive supplied faintly.

“Yeah, like that isn’t weird.” Tremaine shook his head. “Anyway, you’ve never talked about your brother like that. I don’t think I’ve ever heard you put your brother down.”

            Nosedive scoffed and twisted out of Tremaine’s grip.

“Dive,” Tremaine called before Nosedive could skate away, “come on. Don’t do this.”

Turning his back to his best friend, Nosedive bowed his head, eyes squeezed shut in preservation of his dignity. He didn’t want his best friend to see him cry. He didn’t want to cry. He wanted to be angry. He wanted to be furious at Wildwing for what he did, not…scared.

A clap of thunder boomed throughout the sky as the drifting gusts begot dark, smoky clouds and cold bursts of air. The wind whistled pass his ears, tussling his blonde hair about the face. Under his skates, the ice shished when he shifted his weight from the left skate to the right.

Huffing exasperatingly, Nosedive whirled briskly, catching Tremaine off guard and tugging his best friend into a nearby alley.

“It’s not fair,” the blonde teen confessed in a soft, petrified voice. Leaning back against the wall, he collapsed, his shoulders hunched up, then down in defeat. “It’s not supposed to be like this. We were supposed to be together, not…”

“Not…what?” Tremaine pushed earnestly.

            “Not neglecting you?” A sinister voice claimed with a chuckle. “Not caring?”

            Nosedive raised his head, his eyes narrowing instinctively. His jaw tightened, as his hands curled into balls. Under his bangs, vindictive hatred glistened in his eyes. Three boys, older than he by only a few years, stood in front of Tremaine, all sporting varsity jackets from their school. The leader was a few inches taller than Nosedive with short, red hair that accented his wild, vicious smirk.

            Geez, Trent, you really know when you’re not wanted, don’t you?” Nosedive spat, skating in front of his best friend. A rocking guitar player Tremaine was, but fighter? Snow bunnies had a better shot at defending themselves. “Why doesn’t a house just fall on you, huh?”

            “Earth terms, again, Flashblade?” Trent replied scornfully. “Don’t you realize no one cares about those? So you lived in another universe? Big deal.”

            “Not a big as kicking your ass—cubed.” A smug smirk loitered onto his beak. His eyes pored over the three upperclassmen, all with contusions on their faces of some kind.

            Trent’s kidding attitude depreciated to contempt. “Well, at least I’m not completely ignored by the one person who shares my genes.”

            The two cronies behind Trent laughed and clasped hands with the leader.

“Nice one.”

            “Awesome.”

            “I’m not ignored,” Nosedive scoffed, fuming. “I’m just forgotten about. Get it right.”

            “Oh, we’ll get right this time.” Trent’s voice rose volumes, prompting a suspicious nagging to nudge its way into Nosedive’s gut. His feeling was only proven when a leather-clad drake detached himself from the shadows of the alleyway. His arms protested in his jacket, his muscles threatening to rip the leather to shreds. Laughing haughtily, the thug directly behind Trent surveyed Nosedive as nothing more than a minor annoyance.

            Nosedive found himself cringing at the sight of the same flaming red hair.

            “Nosedive Flashblade, meet my older brother,” Trent declared arrogantly, motioning over his shoulder, “Terrance.”

            “Hey, House. Nice to meet you.” the blonde teen grounded out of his clenched jaw. His slender body automatically repositioned himself into the fighting stance he had been taught what seemed like a lifetime ago, a time when his brother watched his back, and he didn’t face the evils of the world alone.

            That time was over, and what was left in front of him was a thug named Terrance and his cronies.

            Stars help him, but he was not backing down.

            Not today.

            “Hey! There you are!”

Nosedive would have flinched. He should have flinched, but his heart wouldn’t let him when the familiar arm draped over his shoulder blades and clutched him in a one-armed hug. The presence suddenly next to him was a relief, like the salvation after a phantasm, and he couldn’t bring himself to push away the warm being holding him close.

            “Man, little brother, I’ve been searching for you everywhere,” Wildwing said with a thankful sigh and tender squeeze of the younger’s shoulder. “You should have told me where you were going.” Following Nosedive’s rapt gaze, the older brother smiled nonchalantly at the thugs. “Hey, you must be Dive’s friends. I’m Wildwing Bronzeplume.” Without letting go of his little brother, he stuck out his hand.

            “Y—You’re him,” Trent fumbled, reaching hesitatingly for Wildwing’s hand. His older brother, reaching over his over his head, beat him to it.

            “You’re the leader of the Resistance,” Terrance proclaimed, awestruck. His threatening attitude subsided almost visually. “It’s an honor to meet you.”

            “Well…uh, you, too,” Wildwing commented, a smirk upon his beak. He shook each’s hand. “You all know Dive?”

            “Yeah,” Trent perked up. “We’re Dive’s friends! We hang out all the time in school.”

            Nosedive snorted and rolled his eyes.

            Wildwing squeezed his brother’s shoulder again, alerting the younger brother of the plan. Just follow my lead, Wildwing instructed. Yeah, like Nosedive ever did anything different.

            “Well, it was great to meet my little brother’s friends, especially with my schedule, you know? I travel a lot,” Wildwing lied casually, but the thugs just nodded along, “so now that I’m finally back in the Metro, it’s great to meet the people in Dive’s life.”

            Whirling to get out Wildwing’s grip, Nosedive was brought back to his brother’s side with a single, rough yank.

Wildwing’s coy smile didn’t fade or waver. “You know, I heard there were these guys giving my little brother a hard time,” he offhanded in a nonchalant voice that made his threat all the more ominous. “You guys wouldn’t happen to know who those people are, would you?

“Uh,” Trent gulped loudly, then wiped his sweaty brow with his jacket’s sleeve. “Not really. That kinda stuff is between your brother and…those guys.”

“Anything that concerns my brother concerns me,” Wildwing felt complied to point out, his words laced with an unspoken threat. “So, you don’t know them?”

Terrance grabbed his little brother and moved Trent protectively behind him. “No idea whatsoever. Sorry about that.”

Wildwing smiled flippantly as he started to walk out of the alley, motioning for Tremaine to follow. “I’m sure I can count on you gentlemen to pass along my message, right?”

            Terrance nodded rigidly, his eyes expressing his fear. “Absolutely. No one will touch your brother.” It was spoken with the same conviction as a sacred vow.

            Wildwing waved his hand and shot them a genuine smile. “Good to know.”

            As soon as Nosedive was out of near range, he heard Terrance berate his younger brother in hushed tones. While he smirked and realized his brother really could beat up Trent’s, he trembled with fury. He waited until he and Wildwing rounded the street corner before tearing away from his brother’s grip and meeting eyes.

            “What do you think you were doing? I could have taken them.”

            “They’re were four of them, or did I miscount? And one of them was the Hulk,” Wildwing fired back. He shook his head and walked to the jeep parked on the street.

            “I didn’t need you!” Nosedive countered, staring at his brother’s retreating back. He didn’t even attain Wildwing’s full attention. “I don’t need you! I would have handled it!”

            Wildwing laughed dryly. “Sure. I would have been getting a death letter way before you.”

            “Look, I didn’t need you to come here and save me!” Nosedive fumed, barely containing his rage as his body shook vehemently.

            “Looks to me like that’s exactly what you needed.” Wildwing crossed his arms and leaned backwards on the jeep’s front. “They’re the ones who told you I didn’t care about you, right? They’re been making fun of you because I haven’t been around, and so they got the impression I really don’t care.”

            “Oh, get off your high horse!” The younger scowled internally at yet another Earth saying. “You’re not the reason I got into the fight!”

            “Really?” Wildwing furled a skeptical eyebrow. “Because it sure as hell looks like it.”

             Nosedive shook his head. “Ah, just leave me alone.” He started to skate away before his arm was seized, almost painfully.

            “No! You’re not getting away that easily. Do you know you had us all worried?” claimed Wildwing. “We didn’t know where you went or if something had happened to you! And if I would have been two second later—”

            “You would have seen me kick that jumbo-sized thug’s ass.”

            “Or I would have needed a towel to wipe you off the ice.”

            A strangled gag constricted Nosedive’s throat, and he wrenched his arm free from his brother’s steel grip. “Why do you care anyway? It’s not like you thought of me before.”

            The pain was evident in Wildwing’s eyes, and Nosedive felt slightly vindicated. He didn’t like the feeling of taking pleasure in his brother’s pain, but under the circumstances, the fire raging in his chest seemed to ease just a little.

            “You know that it isn’t true,” Wildwing murmured.

            “Really? Because it sure as hell sounds like it,” the younger brother disputed, equally as low, using the words his brother had earlier.

            They stood on opposite ends of the sidewalk and avoided meeting the other’s eyes, knowing the pain that would be reflected.  Nosedive crossed his arms, head ducking, while Wildwing’s hands fell helplessly to his sides, palm open.

            “…Shit.”

            The two brothers recognized the being to their right for the first time. The purple-tipped teenager glared at Wildwing, wonderment filling his eyes, then looked to Nosedive before cocking his head back to Wildwing.

            “It is true!” Tremaine blurted. “You are related to Nosedive! My best friend is the brother of the Resistance leader! STARS!”

            “Thanks for that obvious update. Where have you been for the last five minutes?” Wildwing snapped.

            Nosedive glowered at Wildwing. “Whoa!” He glided to a halt in front of Tremaine. “You don’t have the right to yell at my best friend!”

“I’m not doing this here!” Wildwing decreed, storming about the front of his jeep.  He climbed inside and slammed shut his door. “Get in.”

Giving his brother a dubious look, Nosedive shook his head. “You’re kidding me, right?”

“Dive,” Wildwing seethed slowly, his anger woven tightly in his words, “we’ll go to your house, okay?”

“You’re not the boss of me. You don’t dictate what I do and don’t do. Go. Leave. I’ll go home when I feel like it.”

“Dive—” Tremaine started worriedly, but Wildwing simply cut him off.

            Nosedive, get in the jeep, or I will put you in this jeep. Got it?”

            Nosedive narrowed his eyes, but something in his gut told him Wildwing wasn’t lying. He would have cringed when flashbacks of being tied up in the back of the Migrator flickered

through his conscious, if he didn’t make a point not to. He glanced over his shoulder at Tremaine.

            “I’ll call you later, all right?”

            “If you’re still alive.”

            “Tell me about it.”

            They knocked fists, and Nosedive reluctantly pulled himself into the passenger seat. “I left my bike at the theatre,” he informed curtly.

            “We’ll get it later,” Wildwing returned just as cold.

            Nosedive buckled his seat belt, crossed his arms, and slumped into the seat. The ride home would definitely be memorable.

            To his surprise and unhinged chagrin, it was conducted in silence.

 

TO BE CONTINUED…