“Welcome to Brotherhood”

Part Three: Victims of Circumstance

 

Hand-in hand behind his back, one foot in front of the other, he meandered behind another duck.  His eyes firm upon the ground, he didn’t dare look up. He trembled as he remember the last duck who had…he didn’t dare.

 

Yellow strips under his feet caught his attention—a school crossing—Wildwing’s school, Canard’s school. He and his friends had been trying to reach this place when they were captured by the Saurians.  A chill shivered up his spine. Smoke, he sniffed the air, realizing the smell. The school had been on fire!

 

Oh, Stars…Please Wildwing…Canard…Don’t be dead…Please don’t be dead…

 

Timidly, he lifted his head. Through his golden locks he spotted the Saurians and their monitor towers, observing the movement of the endless line of captured ducks. Wincing at the sight and the thought of the dead example the Saurians had made, he had to chance it…he had to know.

 

“No…”

 

Sinking to his knees, his mouth gaped, and his heart ripped from his chest…Tears welled up in his eyes as the smell of smoke, and the sickening stench of blood overwhelmed him.

 

Oh Stars, no…

 

The embers dying out, the frames and walls tumbling onto one another—the senior secondary wing had collapsed onto itself.

 

His knees…they were cold and soaked, he realized suddenly, but not from ice and snow—blood.

 

He leaned forward, unable to look at the sight anymore. His head hung as his hands touched the pavement, the rich red substance staining his peach feathers.

 

“You!” A harsh voice accused, but he didn’t hear it. He couldn’t.

 

He squeezed his eyes shut as the tears continued to drip from his beak, his fists balled in the liquid. His heart ached…his shoulders quivered…

 

The only time he had ever been right, and Wildwing had been wrong…

 

His brother had died…

 

“Get up you miserably piece of—”

 

A hard, painful grasp dug into his neck and back, tearing him away from the remains of his brother and Canard. He couldn’t bring himself to look up at the sight as he was dragged away and brought to punishment…

 

His brothers were dead…

 

Sweet Stars burning bright

Do not forsake us

In the darkest of nights…

 

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He was right.

 

The damned kid was right.

 

*Pant*

 

*Pant*

 

He raced up the stairs…

 

He’s a strong kid. He’ll be alive…He just has to be.

 

He flew through the double doors. Left, right—it looked all the same—completely destroyed. Light fixtures had fallen. Papers were everywhere—burning, the only light. Glass broken, concrete crumbled, blood splattered…bodies…

 

Dear Stars above…

 

A flash of blonde hair…

 

It can’t be…Please don’t let be…He’s just a kid…

 

Fear clutched his heart as he slowed to the body, fallen against the wall. Bending down, he reached out his trembling hand and touched the boy’s shoulder—cold. He was dead…

 

He turned the boy over to look into the glassed over eyes…and flinched. He quickly returned the boy to his original position and straightened up. Bile rose in his throat, and he swallowed hard.

 

Not now…he had to find his “little brother.”

 

Left, he chose now, as he slowly minded the debris and bodies. The thought of Wildwing, under the overhang of the school—the collapse…he couldn’t…he wouldn’t lose Nosedive, too. He just wouldn’t allow himself to.

 

He rounded the bend…a closed door. He breathed deeply, realizing the number on it…Mrs. Quackems’s classroom. If he remembered correctly, he had recommended the kid take her class for Ancient History…

 

Please don’t let it have been a mistake…

 

Tentatively grasping the handle, he inhaled sharply before twisting. The devastating odor was overpowering, almost more than he could handle, but he entered the room. Visually searching with beseeching eyes…he stopped at the huddle mass at the back of the room.

 

His knees felt like rubber, and he collapsed to the near-by desk, grabbing its top for support. He leaned over the side and retched. 

 

Wiping the side of his beak, he regained his footing, albeit using the desk to steady himself. He slowly removed his hand and held the sides of his arms, unsure if he was cold or frightened …

 

He shifted through the fallen desks and chairs waveringly, begging the Highest Power that he wouldn’t find a particular blonde teenager.

 

He turned to the mass…

 

…unable to pull away…

 

and he realized once more… 

 

“Damned kid was right.”

 

He stared transfixed for a moment before he fled the room and never looked back.

 

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General Ganderflock’s icy eyes practically froze the room as he studied the folder in his hands. Finally dropping it to the desk, his face etched hard, he affirmed, “Not the boy.”

 

Canard’s hands tightened behind his back as he tried to retain his composure. “Permission to speak freely, sir?”

 

The general nodded.

 

“The boy’s father was your colleague for ten years, sir.”

 

“And his father is dead.”

 

“But still, sir. Shouldn’t we at least—”

 

“He’s no good to us just because his father was a general. We need a military recruit, not a troublemaking smart ass.”

 

It took all of Canard’s will power not to explode. “But…he knows how to shoot. He’s a smart kid. He’ll be a great—”

 

“Liability to your team and our cause,” Ganderflock rejected flatly. “Recruit Wildwing; leave the boy in the work camp. If your plan works, he’ll be freed soon, anyway. Dismissed.” He opened a file on his desk, then paused. Raising his head starkly at the remaining soldier, he asked, agitated, “You have something you want to add, Bronzeplume?”

 

“Sir, I want this kid on my team.” His tone left no room for argument.

 

“This is not a conversation,” the general declared. “It’s an order.”

 

“But sir—”

 

“There are four billion ducks on this planet!” Ganderflock exclaimed madly, as he pushed his chair back from the desk and stood. “Are you willing to jeopardize their freedom, their lives, for one boy?” He demanded, leaning across the desk.

 

Canard’s voice remained impassive. “I will not leave him there to die. He’s family.”

 

With a rigid nod, Ganderflock replied, “So, family comes before even the planet, does it, Canard?”

 

He blinked. “I do not follow, sir.”

 

“So, I see.” Ganderflock strode around his desk, his boots clicking on the metal floor. “Our planet’s future hangs in the balance, Bronzeplume. Whether you and your team succeed alters the outcome of our planet’s freedom and its survival. Whether you choose this boy, this sixteen-year-old civilian, could damn not only your mission, but also Puckworld.” He stopped behind Canard’s back and whispered stridently, “Are you willing to sacrifice Puckworld for the life of a boy who may never see another free daystar?”

 

Canard turned around sharply on his heels and met the general’s eyes squarely. “If we are not willing to save that which we hold dearest—our friends, our family—then what are we fighting for, sir?” He questioned curtly.

 

A biting moment…

 

“Are you willing, if need be, to put this boy’s life on the line for Puckworld?”

 

Canard opened his beak to speak, but no words followed.

 

“If that be the case, Bronzeplume, then the boy is better off in the work camp,” Ganderflock resigned as he opened the door to his office. “There is no way you can be responsible for the boy’s safety and lead him to his death at the same time, for there is no guarantee that you will even return from this mission.”

 

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“I’m organizing a team of our best special forces, and a few civilians we’ve had our eyes on—like you.

 

“We’re going to take out Dragaunus.”

 

“How? Nobody’s ever seen him.”

 

“I found it, Wildwing, in an ancient tomb in the mountains they call Twin Beaks…

 

“…the Mask…

 

“Drake DuCaine’s Mask.”

 

“Oh! Didn’t I tell you, man? Was Drake DuCaine the main duck or what?”

 

Canard stared into the boy’s gleaming eyes, a sight he thought he’d never see again…and hated himself.

 

“Beat it, kid, before you get us all into trouble.”

 

He forced himself to watch Nosedive’s face fall, dejected and hurt, and cursed the philosophy that caused him to harm his little brother.

 

“No. If you want me, then my brother’s part of the deal.”

 

Thank you, Wildwing…

 

“Okay, but you’re responsible for the kid’s safety.”

 

“All right, bro! This smacks some serious par-tee-tee-tay!”

 

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As he wandered through the hallways, searching for the meeting all ready in progress, Nosedive ran a hand through his wet, clean—clean!—hair. It was a welcome, unusual feeling to have no grunge in his nooks and crannies, no dirt under his nails, no sweat-drenched feathers. He was squeak-eek-eek-eeky clean!

 

His clothes, a teal undershirt, gray and white vest, and dark blue pants, were brand new. He couldn’t believe it! How the Resistance had ever managed it, he might never know, and honestly, he didn’t care. He was wearing clean clothes, and that was all that mattered.

 

Following the directions as per Wildwing’s note, written on his hand, the teenager rounded the bend and banged directly into something hard. Falling backwards to the floor, he shook his head to clear it.

 

“A kid? Here?”

 

“Wow, I didn’t think the Resistance took runts.”

 

“I guess they’re getting pretty desperate since the last Saurian attack.”

 

Nosedive tensed, and he balled his fists. He was about ready to tell these losers just where they could—until he saw their uniforms and puck launchers. They were soldiers, just like Canard.

 

The left one, dressed in white and navy blue, pointed down at Nosedive. “Watch where you’re going from now on, kid. I could’ve been a Saurian.” He stepped over Nosedive’s body and continued down the hall.

 

The second one crossed his arms and shook his head sadly. “You know, I don’t understand the commanders anymore. Kids like you would be better off serving the Saurians than working for us.” He followed his partner, mumbling, “I swear; it’s like we’re on a penalty kill.”

 

Nosedive watched them go before pushing himself to his feet and dusting off his vest. Who did they think they were, anyway, pushing him around…? They probably didn’t know their tails from a five-hole! Smugly, he nodded once to himself before resuming his search.

 

Finally arriving at his destination, he stepped up to the automatic door, then entered the room.

 

It was intimidating, to say the least. Canard hadn’t said much about the other members of the team, only that they were masters at whatever their particular field of endeavor was. Now, standing before the four other members and General Ganderflock, Nosedive felt inferior for the first time.

 

“Um…sorry I’m late…?” He smiled sheepishly.

 

The red-haired female, he recognized immediately, rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. Special Forces agent Mallory McMallard he had met before…though never officially. Her first impression of him, he knew well. Most people felt the same way as her. “Who the hell is this kid?” She fumed at General Ganderflock.

 

The general directed his attention to Nosedive. “Nice of you to join us, Featherburn. I was unaware you would be.” He motioned to a seat thankfully between Wildwing and an older blonde duck, across the table from McMallard. Catching the hard stare Ganderflock sent Canard, he felt out of place, but relaxed when Wildwing touched his forearm and gave him a reassuring smile.

 

“As I was saying,” General Ganderflock said, grabbing his attention, “the first aspect of your mission is to enter the Master Tower and destroy it utterly.

 

“Tanya, you are to carry the explosives. As per our Intel, the main computer is the place for detonation. That’s our target.”

 

“Wouldn’t we have to engage Dragaunus and his forces, sir?” McMallard posed prosaically.

 

Canard nodded thoughtfully. “Exactly. The second aspect of our mission is to take out Dragaunus, no matter what the cost.”

 

“But if we’re all in the tower…” Nosedive’s words trailed on as everyone’s attention was on him, most of their expression tense and hostile. Only his brother, the blonde next to him, and a huge gray mallard—Wow, was he big!—with the black ponytail seemed at all interested. Canard covered his face with his hand, causing Nosedive to bite his tongue.

 

“Yes, Featherburn?” The general provoked, his voice harsh.

 

Nosedive fidgeted with his shirt’s seam. “But if we’re in the tower, won’t that mean taking us out, too?”

 

He jumped in his seat, unnerved, when the gray duck with one eye took out his blade and activated it before thrusting it tip down into the table. “If it means Puckworld’s safety, I say we do it.” He proclaimed.

 

Nosedive eyed the sword jittery, then slowly moved his gaze to the older duck. His maroon jumpsuit reminded the teen of a spy, while the man’s artificial eye and chipped beak made him think of a pirate. The duck was older, much older than he, and by looks of him, much more dangerous. Why would Canard pick this dude for the mission?

 

“Kid,” Canard called, gaining Nosedive’s attention, “why don’t you head back to the bunk, all right? Wildwing or I will brief you later.”

 

Had he done something wrong all ready? “But I—”

 

Wildwing patted him on the shoulder. “Do as he says, okay, Dive?”

 

Nosedive stared at his brother incredulously. Wildwing wasn’t even going to stand up for him? What was going on here?

 

By the looks of the situation, he knew he wasn’t going to get any answers and staying might only make Wildwing and Canard’s situation worse. Slowly pushing up from the table, he exited the room, the automatic door slamming shut behind him.

 

“Wow, a new record.”

 

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Nosedive burst through the doors, pulling off his barely sweated tee-shirt and throwing it across the room. He paced about fuming, balling his fists. He couldn’t take it anymore and dropped to his knees, knotting his hands in his hair.

 

“AHHHHHHH!”

 

First, he was banished from meetings, but now from practices? This was absurd! Just because he happened to knock over a few of the workout machines…

 

His arms slowly slid to his sides as he rocked back on his haunches. He blinked a few times, focusing on the carpeted floor…

 

What was going here? Canard banishing him…twice?

 

The door swooshed open behind him, startling the young mallard. He turned sharply, only to sigh angrily as Wildwing and Canard walked through the door.

 

“Look, you heard what the team said after—Oh, hey kid. Didn’t know you were here,” Canard greeted as the door shut behind him.

 

Nosedive stood haggardly and rolled his eyes toward the two. Climbing to the upper bunk bed on the far wall, he spat, “Nah, what would I be doing here? This is just my bunk, too, and it seems I’m banned from going everywhere else.” He laid face-up and debated silently just how long it would take before Canard and Wildwing spoke about him again.

 

He got to two…

 

“He’s sixteen, Wildwing,” Canard whispered to his best friend. “He can’t go meandering through the base without some sort of supervision. You heard what Tovance and Drakeford said about him running into them.”

 

“So now I need to be babysat?” Nosedive scoffed, sitting up and dangling his feet over the edge. “I can drive, but I can’t walk by myself.”

 

Shaking his head, Wildwing crossed the room and patted his brother on the leg. “Look, Dive. Not everyone here understands that you are an integral part of this team. Therefore, Canard and I think that it’s best if you stayed here unless one of us is with you.”

 

“Do I really have a choice?” Nosedive spat, dropped back to his bed. 

 

Canard shrugged noncommittally and answered coolly, “Well, there’s always the camps…”

 

“CANARD!” Wildwing shouted.

 

Nosedive froze, disbelieving what he had just heard. He sat up instinctively and turned toward the older duck. “What did you just say?” He said breathlessly through clinched teeth. He didn’t realize the tears that trickled down his cheeks.

 

Canard met his glare with unforgiving eyes. “You either follow my directions, kid, or you’re back in the slave camps. It’s that simple.”

 

“Canard, you can’t,” Wildwing pleaded, clenching his brother’s leg.

 

The leader shrugged indifferently. “Wildwing, the Resistance doesn’t have time to deal with kids, okay? He either becomes a soldier and falls in line, or he’s shipped back to the camps.” His voice tensed with emotion.  He nicked the kid under the chin. “And he’ll fall in line.” Flashing the briefest of smiles, Canard turned and exited, leaving Nosedive and Wildwing alone.

 

Wildwing huffed, then yelped as Nosedive narrowly missed him, thrashing onto the bed and burying his face in the pillow.

 

“Nosedive…” Wildwing coaxed, running his hand through Nosedive’s hair. “Come on, baby bro. Speak to me…” Nosedive refused to turn toward him.

 

After pleading for a few minutes, Wildwing finally dropped his hands, letting them hit the sides of his pants. “Okay…I’m going to the showers and getting food. You want anything?”

 

No answer.

 

Wildwing sighed helplessly and left.

 

Nosedive finally rolled over, his face clenched, red, and tear stained, as he stared at the door.

 

“Who the hell do you think you are?”

 

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“You can’t threaten him like that, Canard!” Wildwing retorted angrily. “He’s still my brother and your friend! You just can’t—”

 

Shaking his head, the leader exhaled desperately, lowering his voice, “Wildwing, you don’t understand. Things in the Resistance change just like this.” He snapped his fingers. “Dive could be here in a second and be gone in another.”

 

“How?” The brother challenged, crossing his arms. “Because you’ll send him back to a camp?”

 

“NO!” Canard’s voice carried, though a new tone was heard in it…hurt. “I’m not going to send the kid back, but others here could! All he would have to do is tick off the next guy who walks into the cafeteria, and he’s gone! It’s as simple as that!”

 

“But—”

 

Nosedive yawned and slowly opened his tired eyes. Rolling over, he stared at the door and wiped the slumber from his eyes. Kicking his blanket off, he crawled down from his bed and crept to the door. The conversation was more than slightly mumbled, but he knew Canard and Wildwing’s voices. Pressing his ear against the door, he tried to listen to the argument.

 

“No buts, Wildwing! If he doesn’t fall in line and listen to me, he’ll be gone! It’ll be just like that! He wasn’t even supposed to be here in the first place!”

 

Nosedive’s beak fell.

 

“The kid’s not a soldier, Wildwing, and he’s not even part of the Resistance. He’s just another hatchling that lost his way, and there’ll be nothing you could do to save him! If he doesn’t listen, he’ll be back in a work camp.”

 

Nosedive toppled backwards and away from the door.

 

“And there would be nothing I could do to save him, either.”

 

More mumbling from Canard…but Nosedive couldn’t hear what he said. It didn’t matter anyway…Canard already said his peace… he said it three weeks ago in the alley…

 

Nosedive choked as the tears once more surfaced, and he buried his face in his hands.

 

A muffled whisper…“Who are you?”

 

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The room was dark by the time Canard returned. Wildwing’s bed was vacant, his best friend off to get a late dinner for Nosedive. A blanket-covered lump occupied the top bunk, though a plaid-covered leg dangled over the edge. Canard smiled fondly as he walked over to the bed and carefully lifted the teen’s leg back up and under the covers. Nosedive murmured something, then resituated himself on the bed.

 

Once he was settled, Canard pulled down the covers so that the teen wouldn’t suffocate himself, but stopped at the sight of his face, tensed and sweated. He affectionately brushed back the matted bangs from Nosedive’s forehead and laughed lovingly when the teen relaxed, his face unclenching. He slurred, “Bro…”

 

Canard watched the boy sleep and found himself hating what he had become in the eyes of Nosedive. It was necessary, he knew, if Nosedive was to survive, but it didn’t make his job any easier. Though he was no longer a hatchling, Nosedive was still unaware of just how dangerous the situation was, how quickly he could be back in a camp. No one was going to accept the kid here. If to shelter the boy was going to save him from the camps and Ganderflock’s wrath as a kicking boy, then so be it…even if Canard had to threaten to get him to listen…because that was for the best...

 

He leaned close to the teen’s ear and admitted softly, “I am your older brother.”

 

To Be Continued in “Chosen